Issy @lostandconfused
I just feel so empty
Does anybody else hate having no to be with ur family? Like they don’t understand me at all, they don’t understand I don’t want to socialize all the time sometimes I may just want to be alone, I don’t want to go to a giant festival with over 100 people there (mums forcing us there today), they don’t understand I will talk to them when I’m ready they can’t force me. They don’t have a fucking clue what I’ve been going through for the past 6 months, I’ve found out I’m gay, have anxiety, I’ve lost myself and feel like I don’t fit, might have adhd and/or depression and more severe tics that I have to surpress near them. I just want to die to see if they’ll actually be sad.
I honestly just want to be understood…
If you have tried literally everything and they still cannot hear you. Well families can be hard and annoying at times but they’re family and they love you a lot. You should take some time off, if you have a job try living by yourself, or go on a trip, just get a break.
I will just tell you one thing who ever you are where ever you are you mean to me . If something happens to you i will be sad . I know you think this is ubsurb or anything . I dont how you look or anything but you matter to me . I dont know your situation or your pain . Coming out is not easy . Love yourself first make a life for yourself . Dont depend on others for ur happiness . You dont even know how many people you are making smile every single day . Just dont say that you dont matter to anyone . You need a therapist to talk to there are free online consultants available you can be anonymous.
