i just feel lost lately. i feel like lately all my boyfriend wants to do is game and i get it i’m a gamer to but the crazy part we haven’t had sex in 6 months… i’ve tried to talk with him about it but i don’t think he realizes how much it’s been hurting me. it makes me think i’m not attractive to him anymore or he just doesn’t want that physical connection anymore im just so hurt and lost.

Why you keep yourself available for the wrong ones🥲

Relationships

I don't think being friends with ur ex is necessary 

3am Thoughts

I miss him. I really do. Ik things weren't good for us. We both hurt each other. But at the end I loved him. I just want him back and ik that can never happen. This pains the most. I just wish sometimes things were different. It's been months but i can't move on. He's always in my thoughts. I still love him. It hurts me that he could move on so easily and replaced me like we were nothing. Here's a little note for you-  i love you. And i really need you in my life. Please come back to me . We can make this work 

Just come back to me.

Breakup

Why is it so difficult to have a friendship with a guy? They are never genuine 

I am feeling great today. This is a very great feeling, this has happened after such a long time.

Career

Because of my anger I have hurt my girlfriend's feelings. It was never my intention to hurt her. I don't know how to make her believe that I will never hurt her like this ever again. I tried to talk with her but she has lost the trust and believes in me. I don't know how to gain that trust back. 

Long Distance Relationship

My ex boyfriend's brother is talking shit about me. Calling me ugly. Saying I have no distinctive features and shit. I'm just scared. I am losing myself even more every fucking day. Fucking amazing now I have my ex Nik back at me. He won't leave me alone he harass me until I want to seriously die. I was 2 minutes away from committing yesterday because of what he's done to me. And he blames me for the things that he did. He says I nearly made his best friend kill himself when Nik did by trying to take his girlfriend. Nik lies about me and spreads so much shit about me he puts dirt on my name and I can't fucking take it anymore. I'm going to lose sooner or later I think it's coming soon. I'm giving up I'm getting to the point where I don't care anymore. I have headaches every day and I can't eat properly. I don't drink water and I don't sleep properly. I can barely look after myself so I'm slowly giving up and just letting go to watch myself fall back in to that dark place I once fought so fucking hard to get out of.  I was sexually assaulted by 3 different boys at school. I've been malestered online by 60 year old men and I've been a victim of attempted rape. My parents spilt up but got back together tearing the family apart and leaving it broken. I was bullied so fucking severely injured school to the point I'd attempt suicide in the school grounds. Not that the school would do anything about it other than to send me to the mental ward again because I have issues. I'm not professionally diagnosed yet so I feel like I am just broken j don't know what's wrong with me. The psychologists j went to just gave up on my car because I wasn't showing symptoms the first session. I can't do this anymore honestly I'm ready to disappear for good.ugly. Saying I have no distinctive features and shit. I'm just

Lost somewhere............. May be !

I saw on mad men, that Don Draper didn’t want a Jaguar because he didn’t feel anything when he saw it and then Joan tells him “That’s because you’re happy”. Is there a happiness so pure, that it transcends the whims of consumerism, that your need for material objects just dissipates? Must be nice this “happiness” I would very much like to cry into a Prada than a warm embrace. I want to be able to one day buy all my friends bags and my family and then I’ll be happy maybe.

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