I just don't want to live anymore my situations are getting worst....from a topper to now a loser i can't see my parents disheartened 

It's the only thought that saved me till date but now its over

Depression

If we didn't have strong feelings, how could we love or fight? When our flesh is cut, we bleed. When our heart is broken, we cry. There's nothing wrong with that. It only becomes a problem when it gets in the way of what you have to do. You can't crumble when others are counting on you.

Peer Pressure

So am girl who love someone so much deeper and hardly.
But i feel like am just an go to go option for him..
What to doo?💔🥺

Anxiety

i have no idea how i am mentally because I've lost touch of how I'm supposed to feel

3am Thoughts

If nobody 
laugh at 
your jokes,

If nobody 
wants to hear 
your thoughts,

If nobody
appreciates 
your existence,

Remember 
that you always 
have me at your back,

'cause if the
world don't 
love you,

Darling, I do



Prophet Muhammad, upon him be peace, said, “Protect yourself from hell-fire even by giving a piece of date as charity.” (Al-Bukhari and Muslim)

Education

There’s this guy I met a year ago when me and my workmates went on a trip. He was my workmate’s cousin. He is a kind person but I wasn’t attracted to him  romantically and just saw him as a friend. Few weeks after his cousin who is my workmate said her cousin is showing interest and asking about me. I felt uncomfortable to tell her that I don’t see him that way so I just laughed it off. He connected with me on social media and started chatting to which I seldom reply since I don’t want to lead him on. Then last week, his cousin( my workmate) me and my friends had a slight disagreement that she and I are no longer on a friendly-level with each other. So her cousin still sends me messages and I’m starting to get annoyed. I think it’s because they’re close too so I kinda transferred my annoyance to him. One time I intentionally acted mean towards him so he’d feel the animosity and I think I hurt him. Now I feel guilty but I can’t tell him that me and his cousin had some issue since he’s not really close to me. I should just ignore him right? 

A trip with my friend turned my life upside down when we were star gazing at a mountain in leh ladakh.

We went there to watch a meteor shower that was supposed to happen.

When it started, it was really beautiful, we had never seen anything like that.
One of the meteor didn't burn in atmosphere. It hit the earth across a mile where we were at.

We decided to go and take some pictures as it almost may never happen for us again.

When we reached at the site, something unusual seemed to come out of the space stone. It was somekind of black liquid.

We got scared and hid behind a tree to see what it is. It soon started to move on the soil. My friend snapped a picture. It feeled our presence so we ran, we experienced a flash of light on our back while we ran out.

We reached our hotel, and started to pack to leave. We took our bike and left for home.

After we reached home, there was no news about a meteor hitting earth. So we forget about it and moved on in oir daily life.

Suddenly one morning, when I woke up, there was a somekind of armour in my bedroom, it stood still, I asked the building watchmen, did some parcel came for me? 
He replied- No!

I used to live alone so I left for my job thinking I will take care of it later.

When I returned, I tried to move it but it didn't move. I tried to look for some switch or something that may be able to do something, but I failed to locate one, 
When I stood in front of it, it scanned me and suddenly it opened. I got scared and stumbled over the bed. 


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