I just don’t want to do this. Recovery from bulimia fucks you up. I’ve been trying but cutting keeps calling out to me now. Ending this misery is a better option. People will cry but they’ll move on. I want to see the blood slowing flowing out and ending everything. I’m trying but is it worth it? Just… how do make it stop. My father and sister are the only ones I’m worried about. I’ve started to wish I could stay forever just for them, but what am I even if not just a waste of space and someone who eats just to purge it out.
I’m here if you wanna talk…