I just don’t know what to do I’ve got the best person I need and he trusts me alot he never stops trusting me and he never leaves me I’ve been not real to him I’ve been talking as someone else with him but I do love him so much more than I do myself and I’ve never been any less to him I loved each and everything moment with him but at a moment he was like finding out what’s going on btw us but after i was about to explain him he literally was like “IDC who i was talking to the person I loved is u and i believe u exist” they way good he is kills me each day sometimes I feel to end up my life for ruining his life but I am so really thankful to him to bring happiness and joy in my life but it’s not real me and it’s not a real relationship but there is only love from each other which is true idk what to do idk hoe to make him understand all i want is him to be happy and away from a person like me what should I do…?
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