I just don’t know how to handle it anymore. My ex constantly finds ways to contact me and tell me I’m no good, I’m just a joke, that they feel bad for my current partner and tells me my friends don’t care about me. Tells me I’m a horrible parent and that I’ll lose my job, apartment, etc etc. Then will suddenly contact me with “I’m sorry” and act all caring. I don’t like this person. I’m happy with my current boyfriend but my exes words still bother me. I’ve tried blocking them and doing whatever I can to hide from them but they still find ways to send me messages. I just don’t know what to do. I want them to go away and to leave me alone but they just refuse. I’ve got no one to really talk to. I feel like a burden to everyone when I bring my ex up, they don’t seem to understand that I can’t just laugh away their attempts to hurt me when it’s a constant thing weighing on my shoulders and a free they’ll go a step above that. They’ve already threatened to try and make me lose my job, to harass my family, that they’ll kill themselves if I don’t talk to them things like that.
This post is all over the place. I’m sorry. I just I don’t know. I don’t want to feel on edge anymore. I just want to be happy.