i hope my day end with a happy night sleep but all i do is wake up late by night and think of rubbish and absolute things that are not in my hands like why are people leaving me? why i am not hired by them? why people behave the way they do? why dog are afraid of me even when i am giving them there favorite treats? 

the thoughts are just flowing continuously..... i am not able to put them in words

Sometimes our parents also did not understand us our needs and our whishes and everything from what I'm struggling for ....after working all day they didn't show any care concerns... It's really hurtful sometimes I wanna go away from theem,. Why God why ur testing me like that I'm tired of everything in the world now I'm really exhausted 

Family

Good morning folks!
The sun is going to rise and I am going out for 2 hours cycling. It helps a lot like After half an hour of cycling the mind don't have enough room for any negativity of overthinking and anxiety. It's adventurous to find new tracks everyday. Dissolving with 5 natural elements seems best way to heal. 

Motivation

I love sleeping
You forget about pain, stress worries and everything else for a while

Depression

Stop being sad 
over the shit 
you can't control!!!!

:)

Self Esteem

Looking for friends?? Good! 

I'm ayush I'm 18 i like creative stuff and talking about meaningless or meaningful things! Im not the talkative type so if you are talkative person even better! Text me if you wanna be friends! 

I'm not looking for a relationship BTW or anything like that

Friends

Heyyy guysss  i saw a post that says "everything starts healing when you stop feeling". And it hit me so hard cause that's all we do, we feeling everything even some things we know we shouldn't feel. That's the reason why we still have scars on our heart.
And why we aren't moving on. Moving on is hard but not letting go of them and stressing ourselves is harder. I hope you all heal from everything you are feeling right now. And be more happy than ever before 😊.

Personal Growth

It's hard when u don't know whether to trust someone or not...

It's hard when u can't decide whether keep trying or move on...

U should stay cause love or should move on cause he doesn't ??

It's hard to understand when a person gave you only hurt,pain,worst traumas,mental issues and anxiety, disrespect and you still love him without any conditions.....ur heart want him only over and over again 

Is it normal??

Nd when u love so much to him nd he is also ready to get married bt still u confused because u really love him bt deep down u surely know he doesn't.....nd why he is ready to get marry???
So u have fear that what if he repeats the mistakes from past ???

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts