I hope 2019 is rewarding for people who are doing inner work, practising kindness , self care, implementing boundaries and focussing on their own wellness. I hope you remain on that path steadfast throughout the remaining year.

Happy

Friends and people around me are getting married and damn it feels weird 

She smiled, and there it was again, that aching pressure in his chest. Love, or a heart attack. Kind of the same thing.

3am Thoughts

So, I have a crush on a senior since a very long time. And I had a crush on a guy I know when I was 13 y/o. He was my first crush. I came across his YT video yesterday. He was smiling and talking. And I don't know I felt butterflies seeing him again and hearing his voice after 4 years. Four years ago, I met him in person for the first time and had  a conversation. One of the best day in my life till now. I feeling so different now. So, what does this suppose to mean? Do I have a crush on my senior or this guy? Or what? I'm so confused. 

Crush

Bed doesn't ask questions, 
Bed doesn't judge, 
Bed is always there for you, 
Bed is nice 

If you're happy and you know it, overthink👏👏👏
If you're happy and you know it, overthink 👏👏👏
If you're happy and you know it,👏
Give your brain a chance to blow it,👏
If you're happy and you know it, overthink 👏👏👏


REMINDER: MENTAL ILLNESS IS A LIAR.
YOU'RE WORTH IT
YOU'RE NOT A LOSER
YOU DESERVE TO LOVE AND BE LOVED
YOU ARE ENOUGH!!!
HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF
CONTROL YOUR EMOTIONS
YOUR EMOTIONS CAN NEVER CONTROL YOU
YOUR INNER VOICE SHOULD BE GENTLE TO YOURSELF.
TRY NOT TO OVERTHINK. TRY NOT TO HATE YOURSELF. PLEASE.... DON'T FOCUS ON THE NEGATIVE VOICES IN YOUR HEAD

Hope

I love my boyfriend very much. We’ve been together 2 years and I don’t ever want to be with anyone else. 

But 6 months into our relationship, I was still unsure; he was away, I got blackout drunk and hooked up with my ex-boyfriend. My ex and I don’t talk, we’re not in each other’s lives and I sent him home halfway through, sick with guilt and worry.

I love my boyfriend more than anything, have never and will never do anything like this ever again. 

Should I tell him?

Love

I have noticed that timid, quiet, reserved, not outgoing and all personality as such wouldn't survive long in this world. I've seen how this world demands confident, risk-taker,  intelligent, talented, and loud people. I'm afraid I'm no such thing and it makes me anxious thinking about my future. The new chapters in my life after I graduated college wouldn't look so good if I didn't know how to associate myself with others. 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts