I haven't had any friends or in person social life in 4 to 5 years. Can anyone please help me figure out what is happening 

I try to be as kind as possible but yes everyone at some point said to me I am rude

3am Thoughts

I found out that I really don't have friends.  It's so hard for me to find good loving positive friends.  And when I think I find one, they prove me wrong. How do I deal with a "friend" who ditched me to hang out with older and more popular "friends".  And lied abt it.  She used the mental health card to make me and her other friend feel bad she couldn't hangout but really she just wanted to hang out w her other "friends".  Makes me feel like shit. 

Friends

I want to make friends but I have a fear and trust issues due to betrayals
By my close ones, should I make friends or not.

Do u guys feel sorry that you don’t have any friends anymore bc of your past and get depressed over that and daydream about having friends or someone loving u. Like am I the only one. Likeeee ughhhhh. 

Staying lonely..
Avoiding my family
No proper routine 
Not eating well enough 
Episodes of manic nd low phases.

All I think is that a good friend can help me through but lucky me, I got none...
Sometimes I just really feel a need of good friend.
I help people nd they leave, make them happy nd they even don't care.
Everyone uses me nd throws me away.

I just want a good friend, is that too much for people around ?




Can Someone Help Me Out I'm In A Little Bit Of A Situation.
So I'm A Guy Who Likes To Hangout To Different Places And Travel Often, But Only With My Friends.
Now I Currently have 3 Friend Groups, My School Friends Whom I Hang Out With The Most, But The Problem Is We Are In Different Colleges And Our Timings Don't Match.
Second Is My Junior College Group Which Was The Best By Far But It Has Now Completely Broken Due To Some Reasons. Now It's Like We Don't Wanna Even Meet Each Other.
And The Third Is My University Group, They Are Good People But They Are Very Introverted, Every Time I Try To Make Plans, They Cancel It. After A While Even I've Lost Hope.

So What Should I Do, I Don't Like To Sit At Home But At The Same Time, I don't want to Hangout Alone, Can Anyone Help Me Out?

Today... I became more aware that they dont really have interest at me at all.... Its hard because i want to be their friend but i just cant fit in :(( its hard... really hard, i feel like i just hate myself more and more...

Social Anxiety

My friends don't like dating so they are breaking friendship with me because I am dating from 2 years. I didnt know they will judge me just because I am dating. they have mindset that people should not date. 

Adulting

Why people do fake, when they want to leave us.

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