I haven't been on here in awhile and honestly I don't know what to do anymore. I know I need help so I went to a therapist. He's okay and it's only 2 times already but im not feeling it's I guess, then again I don't know what to feel. I don't feel okay, I don't know how to feel. This girl I really liked, I fell for she was on and off. She wanted me to fall I fell then tells me she fell out of love with me in a few months 😂. I'm hurt and I feel lost and broken. I don't know how to feel anymore everything is just so loud. I feel sick physically sick. I needed help but don't know what. 

You need yourself! It's time to be awake! Realise who you are!!! Why you are! You don't have to be somebody!! You have to be yourself! Look up, and try to fathom what you see! There is a possibility that no one may be with you! And you will have to realise that!! You will have to understand that you are!!!! 

Exhausted

Hi, i hope i can find at least one true person here who actually wanna be loved or love someone. I'm so tired of fake ass people.

Hope

I ain't sure about him. Though it has been 3 years, still, idk what i want. Ig the it's the proess of faaling in love that makes me fall for the prsn. Don't know how to get a direction! Yes, i feel safe around him, but there isn't spark bw  the things now. 

Love

I wish i was an extrovert... 🥲🙃

Adulting

I just woke up and instantly felt single. Why?

Other

I feel so low today. So numb. There isn't any hope for me. I am tired of struggling, trying to stay happy, trying to put on a smile, trying to prove that 'hey, i am so damn happy'. I wish there was atleast one person who could understand me, who would understand what I am going through. One person who would be there when I call. I am surrounded by friends and yet why do i feel alone?

Lonely

I trained my mind to expect the worst and lower my expectations of anyone. I learned to accept defeat and the mistakes I made. Last week, I felt like I failed something. I know I failed myself too for not giving my best and failure is one of my greatest fears, however, instead of feeling down, I felt okay. I thought it was the end of me but it's not. I appreciate how I trained my mind before because I don't know what's coming tomorrow. I don't know what my grades will be. Whatever it is, I know I will accept it and instead of crying over it like before, I will do my best to be better next time. 

School

I made terrible mistake i trusted a guy thank god we didn’t have sex but we were physical and then after that day he started ignoring me he was my boyfriend and bestfriend
It’s been a month now i feel used and i want him with me every moment but he has even blocked me i can’t share this with my friend who is brotherly to me coz then he will go and beat the boy i love and i don’t want that happen but hiding this from from my that friend also feels wrong he told me not to trust that boy yet i did and now i just feel terrible

Hopeless in life. 35 years old, shy, introvert, still not feeling confident to get married (committed), and same at work (career). Have lost interest and confidence in things but want to get back in life.
Please tell me how to live in this or change such mental stage.

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