I have this huge crush on my TL ( team leader) whom I apparently report to at work, she's also 4 years older than me and to add to it I have a Girlfriend.  Both have no idea i feel like this. Nor can I talk to anyone about it cause I'm gonna look like the bad guy.  No matter what I do i just can't help it or remove her out of my head. I'm so confused what to do, its driving me crazy!

I've been dating her for almost 2 years now, and this crush has come only 2 months back ever since I joined this new company. How can I tell my girlfriend this when I don't even know when I'm not even sure what the outcome is gonna be. It'll just ruin everything I have for nothing..

It's telling me I dont have acces to connect with anyone yet..

One Sided Love

I’m worried because I don’t feel like I can survive unless I’m not sober. I really want to escape but I can’t. I’m waiting to get into a therapist but my god it’s hard. 

Depression

Heyy so I've been having one sided feelings for a guy and i think he likes me back to I mean he has admitted it a couple of times so yeah we don't talk anymore he blocked me off anol still wonder why. There's this another guy who has feelings for me and he's leaving the country soon and he wanted to take me on a date before he leaves this 2nd gus had done a lot to me and was constantly there inspite of me pushing him away so I felt as if I owe him something and went on a date with him and he asked me if he could kiss me he knows well about my situation and everything he was like I'm leaving please anol I was not completely okay with it I pitied him and let him kiss me ik that's no justification at all but yeahh that's what happened the whole time I was thinking about the guy I love and when I came home I felt guilty I mean I'm not in a relationship anol but I am waiting for someone and whole waiting making out with someone else feels like cheating and I feel so so so much guilt and idk what to do someone help me out please

Confusion

I am struggling to come out to my parents. Any ideas?

Coming Out

We have been in love for the past 3 years. We were happy and understanding couples. But for the past 6 months, it's not going as like earlier. A girl who was my friend also had feelings for him comes between us and he knows that too. He fought with her for me and now started talking with her again and he only started talking first but lied to me. When I asked him, he didn't accept that and told me to trust him. So I didn't make it up a big issue. But nowadays he is giving her attention every day as we are working together, I can see that every day. He is giving her more attention and trying to get attention from her and now she knows that too. She is making use of that attention and purposefully standing in a direction where he can see her and he is watching her too. He knows that I saw those moments too so he avoided eye contact with me at that time. But when I told him politely that he was knowingly or unknowingly giving her attention and to watch his behaviour. But he told me tat she was not at all his type and ugly too and why I had to watch her like that. He scolded me tat not to spoil our good relationship. Also, he told me tat if he wanted to talk to her, then he could do it without me knowing and many chances are there but he is very true to me. At other times and holidays, he used to call me every day and talk with me and we were happy but the only thing that disturbed me was tat attention he was giving to her. I feel like a fool because I know what's happening but I should accept the situation and act like nothing. I tried but whenever I face that situation,  am get sad and depressed because I can't able to tell him because he is not accepting and ends in a fight. I feel alone, scared and depressed nowadays. I thought of breaking up with him and told him too but he told me that am the only one for him and don't think much and to trust him. Then I thought why should I care about another girl when he is mine but the next i saw him giving attention to her it hurt me. He is not changing and am unable to accept because it makes me ashamed in front of that girl who never treated me nicely. Now she is happily laughing with him, talking with him but I can't be happy watching this. But he is telling that it's official and there is nothing personal. I don't want to spoil my relationship but am unable to accept the situation that I am seeing every day.  Laughing or talking with others is not a problem for me because I trust him but why his eyes roaming wherever she goes even though am present there??
He is not accepting his behaviour and I don't know what to do because it hurts me and am so depressed..

Please someone tell me what to do. Am I overthinking?? Should I break up with him or should I ask him for distance?? Or i shouldn't worry about the situation that I am facing every day?? Or should I ask him distance so that he may think about his behaviour?? 

Please help me. I want to escape this hell bec it's killing me every day.. 

Boyfriend

How do you spend your day?

3am Thoughts

Basically, three days ago I asked my mother, "Can I speak to you? I've been going to counselling for a year now and I'm not getting any better, can we discuss things?" So then she said, "We can speak tomorrow." So the next day, I asked her and she said, "Maybe tomorrow." So then yesterday I asked for the last time and you guessed it, "No stop asking me." I'm sick to death of not being able to express my feelings, the first time I did, she invalidated everything even though the doctor said it is true. 

My dad just completely hates me. He spends money on me instead of love. The reason he spends it on me is so when I don't talk to him he has an excuse to say, "You are so spoiled." His other favourite phrases are, "You are stupid." and "You won't get anywhere in life" and I have no idea what to do.

If someone could help me that would be great thank you

I am a college student ...... so some times age I had a huge crush on a girl and she knew it very well... she asked me for financial help and I gave her my savings (10k) now we don't talk much or mujhe ab crush bhi nhi rha ........... how should I ask her my money back👀👀

I just read a online book and my f goodness I’m so sensitive that i just saw the spoilers and started crying my heart out because they both part their ways in the end and i can relate to that. 

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