I have this constant feeling of never being enough to anyone…my friends share their problems I become the therapist friend…my parents ate stressed and scream at me…I understand…my best friend of 4 years kissed my boyfriend…and when he said this to me she accused him of forcing her…and told people I was a slut looking for men…I can’t ever be real with anyone…I must be perfect always and if I act out of rage or emotions all they say is this is not you…you don’t behave like this…like what if it was alway anger and pain tht Ianaged to cover up…I can’t be perfect…but I have to be!!