I have this big scar on forehead due to an injury when I was a child. I dont like to talk about it. It brings back bad memories.

I hope you don’t think about it too much. Take care

Physical Health

I just have a question. Is there anyone who has this problem of self harm. I have this and I am trying to overcome this. When I got anxiety episode I cut myself on wrist, not because I want to kill myself but because that feel kind of good(like not that kind of good but kind of a feeling that's totally different- it's hard to explain). I just want to know is there anyone who have this kind of same problem? 


Self Harm

Now I clearly see my scars.. I can't undo it... I cant heal this bloody scar... I want to die... There is nothing left in left . ONLY I HAVE TO SUFFER TILL THE END... I M DONE....

Personal Growth

i cant even count how many cuts there anymore
help i dont know how just please help

My self harm is getting bad again 😪, my leg ended up bleeding quite badly this morning luckily I was able to cover it up and no one noticed. It's getting worse I crave it more frequently I'm cutting deeper. I have about 20 cuts on my one thigh from the past 2 days alone and more on my arms and other thigh. 
It's getting harder to resist the urge to do it. It doesn't help that my intrusive thoughts have been getting worse and more vivid especially when I feel like cutting or when I look at the cuts I think about how it might just be best to just end it all. And I think about doing it in the most gruesome way possible I don't want to tell people that this is what I'm going through because I don't want them to look at me like some broken toy I can't stand having people look at me like that 

Depression

What is the most beautiful scar you have ? 

3am Thoughts

Self harming messes you up! 

***Trigger warning***

I think self harm for me was always an escape. I made a cut so deep, I had to get 16 stitches and i felt nothing, I stared at the cut and felt comforted. I didnt think about what was going on in my mind, what made me do it, what triggered the emotions out of me. I was blank. All I saw was my mother weeping and trust me, not a single moment did I feel guilty. I wanted to get help, I asked for it. My mother then acused me of being too weak. I didn't have the permission to cry, if I Cry, its a sign of weakness. I've stayed cold for so long, I don't feel anything anymore. 

Mental Health

One of the reasons of self harm is childhood trauma. Children who are abused, roughly punished, beaten or ignored usually try to harm themselves. It is important for the parents to give unconditional to the children so they dont feel rejected.

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