I have taken admission in new college and I am unable to make new friends and my only best friend has got new friends and I feel so ignored and lonely and this loneliness is killing me i feel i have no one to talk

Try and join some clubs which are in your interest areas say music, dance, history, arts and what not. Once you have like minded people that’s when you might have some easy bonding. 

I know exactly how you feel. You're not alone. It'll get better, I promise :)

Lonely

Hmm, so someone asked me what is my life goal. I love traveling to adventure places, feeding street dogs (I just love dogs, someone close to me said to me, "if you feed dogs you indirectly feeds your soul") and listening music, Binge watching. Connecting with people's past experiences cz I want to do things which gives me happiness like parties, participating in social work, vacations, solo trips, train journeys a scene which I always dreamed about "When a train is at full speed I'm standing at a gate and having a sip of my coffee and having that morning fresh air and red sky and watching the sunrise."

Dreams

Crush

Im suicidal. No one knows.

Suicidal Ideation

Well I am in a mood roller coaster ride and I don't understand why is that happening to me and I really wanna talk about it but I've no mature one to do so. 

Anxiety

It felt so good, throwing out the worst possible slangs I know after so many days for this one girl... Who is basically a bitch who after cheating on her own boyfriend and broke up with him giving the exuse as he is the reason for the relationship to break since he decided to shift to delhi temporarily for his studies and that's where I met this guy as well who is now a very good friend of mine, we bonded over physics as he is a pretty studius student and also into running same as me and also we both are from the same state that is West bengal. But this girl is so toxic just by seeing pictures of us in his social media which she was keeping an eye on secretly she made disgusting assumptions and was trying to get back at him over call and various other methods, and all these made me feel so sick that only after using those slangs like "randi"  made me calm down a bit. 

Frustration

Why do I want more caffeinated drinks?

Other

Remember the difference between Emotional abuse and Emotional support. 

One leads to a Toxic Relationship and the other to a Healthy Life 

#relationshipexpert #betterlife

Bullying

idk why I'm separating myself from my friends or maybe from people who i think are my friends but actually are not ..when I used to talk first or message them first we used to be friends , but the day i stopped talking first and going to them first , we no more talk at all ...so i thought now I'll rather stay alone but never go back to them , IDC how strong the bond was , how close we were , i just know that if I'll start first then there is any relation in my life and if I stop talking to them , going to them , if I'm no more available for them , then there is nothing .... whenever they wanted my help i gave ... whenever they wanted anything i was the first one everytime to be there ....and now when I just stopped talking to them ,they also are not coming ...like wow ...then they used to talk about feelings and emotions and friendship ....do they even what real friendship is ....or maybe I myself is wrong ...maybe I'm egoistic ....but now i just know no one is my friend like no one ....i literally have noone in my life whom I can trust and call my friend ...maybe i deserve this because of my behaviour but now i don't want any friends coz i know I'll give more and they'll never ever care about me like how i feel, what I'm going through....i think it's better for me to separate myself from everyone .....i used to be a kind of extrovert but I'm slowly turning into introvert which i don't want but i have no other option than this ....what should I do .... I'm not feeling okay .....i used to very strong at hiding my emotions but today when we all were together ...first my friend was talking to me but when another of my friend came , they just ignored me like i was never there.... I'm feeling like they want me to feel lonely ....i just don't know if I'm overthinking or I'm right .....idk ....i just know i wanna separate myself from everyone .....please help me tell me what should I do ...am i going right or ...idk ...:)

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