I have such fragile knees. I once tore my knee tissues whilst playing and ever since then the slightest of injury turns out to be critical>.<

Physical Health

Is it only me that I have days I am hyperactive and I study sooooo much and there are days when I don't feel like studying at all. It sucks. 

3am Thoughts

What are the valuable things one can buy  their 20's? 


Adulting

I hate my parents 


Frustration

People who knew they are dying, like those who have diseases, live their lives to the fullest. Why can't we do that too? What if we die tomorrow? Or later? After 5 minutes?

Always remember to take deep breaths 

Panic Disorder

These days, I don't know why but I get this random wave of sadness. I just remember everything that went downhill and it haunts me. Not having the person who would listen, getting bullied for speaking and crying, and for having a soft heart. It's like I've lost myself in becoming the person I am today. I know I want to redo everything but I'm scared to go back. It's just that I've felt comfort in being depressed that it just feels right. I don't know how I'm going to be happy. I've seen people replace me like I was nothing. Everytime, I've tried to love, it didn't work, there was always someone else. It hurts to see that I'm never loved correctly. I've pushed away everyone who tried to fix me. I'm continuing to do so. I don't know how to love them. It breaks my heart to see that nobody will ever be able to love me correctly. And I just try to cover it up by being the loud and the happy person in every group but I feel like if I do that, nobody will be able to save me and I need saving.

Depression

Man fl!rts with women.

Gentleman fl!rts with HIS woman.

I used to google " how to impress girls through chatting " 

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