 I have started feeling emotionless. I don't care why someone is not interested in me. I gave up on people. I don't care what the hell they think about me, I am not here to impress them. 

But being like this is horrible.. trust me.

Embrace your authentic self, and if others appreciate you for who you are, consider it a victory in life. If not, simply move on without worrying about their opinions....

Radhe radhe ji

3am Thoughts

Hii! It's a fresh sweet morning for me. Engaged in my favourite night routine last night which includes a long bath, and a movie before going to bed.

What's your favourite night routine?

Life

I had a long talk with my girlfriend this evening. She barely talked to me, mostly did her own work and stayed silent. And kept asking me to talk to her. What I understand that she only kept me in line so that she can cut the phone in the right time and go on to talk with her new crush. She is continuously flirting with him and denies it on my face. I love her to the moon and back. And she never loved me or cared for me. I was and am her pass time choice. 

Lonely

Can a calm mind help us to become strong? 

Having a calm mind means you don't let the external factors disturb your inner peace. This can only happen when you have created enough inner strength and understanding of life.

When we face a challenging situation, many people become angry and frustrated. With an agitated mind, you not only lose the sense to solve your problems but also lose people who can support you. 

Keep calm by keeping your trust in life. Things go wrong, people leave, and losses happen. Life doesn't always go your way. Accept it as a part of life, look for a solution, ask for support, and have faith. Life may bring many different situations. If you keep calm and strong, you will get through with much ease.

Breakup


“I wasn’t going to let one person’s opinion dislodge everything I thought I knew about myself. Instead, I switched my method without changing my goal.” 

Happy

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Hi,
I recently broke up with my gf. I believed she was cheating on me and I never felt respected. She was always secretive for example, in the 2 years that we dated I had never even seen the home wallpaper of her iphone. She would always be talking to her ex saying that they have a special bond.  She never showed any affection outside the bedroom(she was very loving and caring when we were alone but still secretive and shady about her iphone).

1 year into this and  I had to move to a different city for work( her ex also lived there). I wanted her to visit me but everytime she would say that it is impossible for her to come and everytime I had to travel to her city. Fast forward 1.5 years and it was my birthday she wished me around 10pm and went to sleep. I mean it's not a big deal. But a month later, it was her ex's birthday. She came to that city to surprise him. We had a huge fight but like everytime I ended up saying sorry.She said that it was a surprise for me as well. She spent the whole day with her ex. She only met me at 2 in the morning and I dropped her off at the airport. 

All this led me to breakup with her.  Now, she is back with her ex. The thing that hurts the most is that she has moved on so fast and I am the one who is still stuck and in love with her. She acts like I am the villain in this story. When I tell her how can she move on so fast, she says I am the one who broke up with her ...what do I want. She says that she is finally happy now and i am being toxic. She says she still wants to be friends.

Now was I crazy to have broken up with her? Was I paranoid? Am I actually the villain in this story?
 How long wil it take to move on from her? It's been 2 month and it keeps getting worse. I can't sleep, I can't work. All I think about is her. 

I feel like i was just a fling for her. She was still in love with her ex . That's why she they got together as soon as we broke up. But if I was just a fling why say I love you to me? 

Please help me. Tell me I am not being paranoid. 


Cheating

I don't know why it always happens but I start the day with a lot of excitement and then something bad happens which ruins my entire week 😗
It's so bad that whenever I'm having a good day, i start having anxiety that something bad is about to happen.
I told this to my friends and they said that I just overthink it and it's not like that but my heart rate increases and i sweat a lot when I think about it 😩 

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