***Trigger Warning***
I have spoken with army recruiters and i intend to join and get myself killed in order to leave behind a legacy better than suicide to my family and peers.
 
I have failed two attempts nobody knows about and I'm thinking at best, i learn something there and maybe don't go through with whatever it is i do.

You're trying. Trying to do a good thing, trying to serve your country, trying to be bigger and better than your situations or over-powering feelings. I salute you. 

U are amazing for serving for ur country and all the pain is gonna pay u off angel.

Mental Health

Why is so damnnnn fking hard to express things to your friends tooo...

3am Thoughts

Is that possible for your ex can be your friend?

For me no, how about you? Please comment your opinions 

Breakup

I don't want to fall out of love. I wants to hold on .  I don't know what to complaint and  how do i explain why i am Falling out of love. 

Marriage

One of the best indie games has to be Bugsnax ya know

ADHD

I have a headache. But that means I'll skip Monday class. Monday is very hectic for me so  lowkey happy about it.
High key getting over a heartbreak. He is in the same campus as me. Luckily he never leaves his room. But I think if I ever bump into him, I'll break.


Mene kuch anjane me bahut badi galtiyaan kar di. Jo morally sahi nahi thi. Uske liye mene apne dearone se kai bar mafi mangi unhone ek bar me maad bhi kar diya. But me jitni baar bhi mafi mangti kuch na kuch thoughts man me aane lagte jese ye colour dekh liya , ya desires aate h jabke agar ap mafi mang rahe ho to ap dil se mange us waqt dimag me kuch nahi ana chaiye. Mene fir finally jis din mafi mangi uske baad hota h na ke badi galtiyaan ki h to ab ekdam se normal baat mat karna chup raho. Me normal ho gae mene dearones se bola chalo gate ke bahar night walk pe chalte h unhone kaha nahi abhi nahi mene ek do bola esa fir mene us chiz ki bhi mafi mangi ke mene normal behave kyu kiya. Fir me irritate ho gaye wo sun nahe rahe the kyunki koi bhi apki apology baar baar sun ke bore ho jaega. To mene irritate hoke bola 'suno na' uski bhi mafi mangi , aur me mobile dekhne lag gaye. Mene mafi mangne se pehle khud se ye promise kiya tha ke mujhe kisi non-edible chiz ka addiction tha wo ab me nhi khaunge na dekhna na touch. But uska daily life me use h me ignore nahi kr skti ye bhi man me chalta h mere.  Mene last bar mafi mangne se pehle mobile bhi nahi chalaya jo aj ki date me kitna important h , tv nahi dekha , gane nahi sune , kisi dost se bt nahi ki meri kya halat ho gai hogi socho fir mene mafi mangi 'suno na' irritate hoke bol gai mafi bhi mangi or mobile dekhne lage. But meri halat bahut kharab h. me mafi bhi ni mang skti abhi kyunki agar me mafi mangungi to mujhe bahut time ho jaega. Meri body thak jaegi. Meri health bhi gir gai h. Me weak ho gai hu khana ache se nahi khati. Mujhe dr psychologist , meditation ki salah abhi mat dena me dr. Ko dikha diya psychologist se bhi session liye but har baar ek hi baat uske fee pay karni padti h. me kya karu ap meri jagah hote to kya karte mujhe bataiye i really need help. Me bahut jyada pareshan hu. Me kuch kam bhi nahi kar pate ache se.

Do you also got a pretty smart friend but he acts like a stupid guy in front of someone and he also play with someone who's lying to him even though he knows the truth 💀

Friends

I am 26!

I am really alone from inside. Having some financial issues too. Far from family members, living alone. Single and no one is right here with me with whom I can share my feelings. I installed this app in desperation so that I can possibly find some people with whom I can share my thoughts and emotions.

Is there anyone reading this?

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