I have spent hundreds of dollars and that to my own freaking pocket money on skincare to treat my acne and literally starve myself everyday…but still get criticised…I feel like no one will ever be attracted towards me and no will will ever like forget love me …that’s maybe one of the reasons I am so scared of marriage …I just wish things were different…I wish people understood…I wish people didn’t judge so much …I don’t want to sleep in everyday but if I don’t I will have to listen to another lecture of how imperfect I am …I just don’t want to face reality anymore…I wish I wasn’t like this
Hi there, over the past 8 years, one of the things I learned from my past experiences is that, you shouldn’t overthink of what other people thoughts about you. Although I’m still struggling with it that I also keep thinking what other people think about my appearances, attitudes, etc. but just keep going. Do you know how I pass that difficulties? I always re-think all of my embarrassing moment with someone and until now, that ‘someone’ did not remember my embarrassing moment I’ve done. So, just keep going, this life is cruel and hard but you have to be more than that. You don’t have to act more to fit in the society. Good people will fit to your personal appearances and attitudes, if not then they’re not the one. Good luck and I hope all the best for you!
Thank you so much for the kind words I really appreciate it…means alot