I have proposed a girl I love but didn't have accepted and didn't even rejected then what should I think about it 

But she not even even communicate with me anymore 

Breakup

Why why is it happening again. Why can’t I breathe why can’t I just catch one breath at once. Why can’t I feel. Why can’t I just scream scream and actually hear myself. The darkness it’s back I feel and I see you that shadow that never actually goes. The flames in my mind are getting bigger and faster by seconds. The tightness of failure in my chest getting tighter and tighter as I try to catch one last time. I say it’s fine.. it’s not fine it’s not ok please notice my pain please oh please see through my darken eyes. It Feels like I have stitches in my mouth and no matter how much I try to peel them off they don’t budge. They stay and get tighter every second of the day. 
Do I not deserve to keep a smile on for longer than 10 seconds of the damn world. Does my mind not deserve the space that one desires,the peace one believes that is truly there. I have pins and needles in places I didn’t know you could.. the feeling of numbness in the one place you’re meant to feel. 

Mental Health

Very happy

Body image

Part 2 of my boyfriend cheating on me. 

After everything he has decided to give me the control in relationship has given me all his Id. He wants me to create him the way I want (idk how to explain but I'll just say control) He says he's willing to change and do anything for me(he's crazy and obsessed) He's like I can do anything but just don't leave me. (whenever I talk about separation, he starts panicking and cries) Later his mom calls me to ask what happened. He's like if you ever decide to leave me I'll go in depression. He also claims that all he wants is us and a future. whatever mistake he has made he learnt from it. 

Love

Tired of fake peoples be real to me.

Depression

Hey guys, don't you think this world is soo fucked up that to retrieve it back like the good old days is very difficult. I am talking about the relationships which has no more depth left and neither people have got patience to deal with each other to make everything normal. Nowadays it is the trend of one night stands, one night friendships and one night marriage also. Why this world has become like this and what are the factors that has lead to such a drastic situation that parents themselves kill their own children or sell them just to get some money. I feel the world must get destroyed fully like 2012 movie because the humans were made to love and help each other to use all the resources of Earth in the most optimum way but now it is the trend of greed. Whoever gets more is the winner and he/she never even tries to share with others. Why the world has become so selfish in nature? Why have I got so much of negativity that life cannot be improved anymore ? Don't you think life was better before the electronic gadgets were born. Nowadays people tend to be together but everyone's face is towards mobile or laptops. Where are those days when people used to wait for days together to get a letter from their loved ones? Where are those days when people are depressed, they don't try to search a website like Now&Me in Google, rather just hug a friend and everything becomes alright? Where are those days when even holding a lover's hand was enough for them to be happy but now even after spending a night is not enough?

Anger Issues

Bored af 

3am Thoughts

Recently i started talking to this guy, we both follow each other over insta. But we never had a conversation before. I replied his story once, then just normal talks a few times. I asked him his number as he considered me his friend, now i kind of started liking him. But im confused bcz its just 2 days, I dont know why i feel this i wanna talk to him more. 

Crush

People don't deserve chances anymore.

Saying abt relationships or friendships...

Not in career 

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