I have not yet graduated and i am doing a job..the work i am doing is something which is not in my field and i am feeling uncomfortable with that stuff. But i know it would help me in my career ahead..so need help with adjusting with stuff..i am not able to sleep properly and not happy.

hello
thank you for sharing this
if you are not liking something then you don't need to do it but if you think that it's worth feeling this way and will lead to really good results then do it.
see how important is this job for you and if its worth all your efforts.

Job Dissatisfaction

The day we met
Frozen I held my breath
Right from the start
I knew that I'd found a home for my heart

Love

Life goes on

Depression

As I lay in bed tonight
 with the twinkling lights above
 the only thing  i’m missing 
is having someone beside me,
 I am missing an embrace, 
someone to look at, 
someone’s hand to hold. 
￼ as I lay in my cold bed 
I’m missing someone’s warmth. ￼
Wondering if my bed will always be cold

3am Thoughts

if I am committed to someone and in between if I start to feel for another good looking person.  Is it possible ?

This period cramps is killing meeeeee😭😭😭

Period

Is attention (mostly) enough? 
I often heard on mental health pages "Be with a person who is good for your nervous system". A person who calms you down.. Unfortunately, while my current partner/bf gives me affection or attention.. He gets so angry suddenly at the smallest of things. It triggers me as it reminds me of my emotionally unavailable and emotionally immature father. It disrupt s my nervous system and gives me anxious/itchy sensation s in my hands and legs. 

Unfortunately, right now also while going somewhere, on some small inconvenience, he made angry faces and i can feel sensations in the bicep area of both my arms and legs. I got so annoyed before realizing those sensations but got triggered and even shouted at him. 

I feel like crying.. And we are travelling in an auto.. It is giving sensory overload and making me overthink.. And because my nervous system is badly triggered, I wish I could discuss things like sensory overload and all with him.. But he is too immature and un interstef and ignorant to even think that.. It is pushing me to a loop of voscious thought s of all the many times my bf/he has physically and emotionally abandoned me literally.!!! 

++ senti messages I sent him on whatsApp in the afternoon, in front of him I just saw on his phone he hasn't even bother to read the mags and open the chat. And even I asked him until now.. He was least interested to even admit and accept n say sorry., passed it with attitude n didn't bother to read even now with that intention. Does je really love me?  I apologize d to him in the afternoon for my anxiety and some other frozen things.. But look at him., no intent also ame now I'm having sensations.  :( n feel like crying. N overall also his personality is non Chalant n in different and i am going into triggered cycle. 

Anxiety

I have started cigerates , before I just used to drink alcohol but whenever I'm stressed or feeling anxious I smoke and it feels a little better afterwards but I regret it too sometimes. 

I need someone who can be my girlfriend or girl to be friend in real. I just need real person in life. 

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