Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I have no idea if me talking about this here is the right thing to do or not but I wanted to get this out of my system and I needed help . It won’t keep it long so that I don’t bore anyone into reading something really long . So here keeping is short , I was in a relationship where he broke up with me because I got pregnant and the situations got so worse that it made my health so bad that now I only have zero or very less chances of being able to conceive in future . He says that he is not responsible for any of this and this is solely my fault and I should rot in hell . I get anxiety attacks . I am not able to sleep properly. I get weird scary dreams , I have no idea when was the last time I had a peaceful sleep . My whole life got ruined because of this . I don’t know but this might sound petty but I want to take legal action against this , is there anyone who can help me with it . Also I am sacred to death because he has my pictures and what not and he says if I come at his he will ruin my life and one more thing I am scared about is that if I file a case and if my parents to get to know about it , they will shatter and I don’t want that . I don’t know what to do . It was very difficult for me to tell all this . I am still second guessing if it was the right thing to do or not .