You are a nice person.
You will definitely find one 🤗

I have no friends 

Frustration

Friends??? 

3am Thoughts

Don't massage fake people 🌍

Anger Issues

Why my friends always critics me 

Friends make life colorfull ❤️‍🔥💫
Am i right 😅

Friends

I keep feeling insecure that my friends are not my friends 

Which incident made you realize that you don't have friends? 

i feel really bad right now. somebody, help me please!
i dont know why most of my friends treat me like this. they gave me a feeling like even i am disappeared, there is nothing happened. i admit that i did hurt them, but i just did it accidentally and i apologized to them. however, they always remember that and it's like they hate me ...
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they hurt me so many times. calling me a princess bc i am not good at sport, bc of my poor health... they laughed and made fun of it. calling me a princess bc im not good at sth they are very good at. always leave me alone,refuse to help me.  in many subjects, i asked them to help me, they got mad at me and shouted at me loudly "DO IT YOURSELF"... at that time, i just wanted to cry but i had to hold it back.
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even when they did that to me, i didn't get mad at them, i always keep silent and forgive them. i always help them, and never complain about sth they are bad at. even if i'm hurt, even if i cry, i just have to bear it alone and i didnt tell them how they hurt me. it's bc im afraid of loosing them, im afraid that i will not have any friends and i will be isolated again. it broke my heart with their harsh words, and all i could do was just saying sorry. i was the first one who said sorry, everything i did just made it worse.
why am i the only one who suffer so much? 
i know in their mind, i am a loser, good for nothing, annoying person. when i looked at myself, i also saw my strengths. i can play the piano, im quite good at IT subject and i can speak 3 languages .and i know i have to be stronger and optimistic. but they made me feel so small, they always look at my weak points, they think my strengths are just bc im lucky and i depend on other people. the more i try the more i fail. 
i feel really lonely, please help me. 

Is it normal to have many friends but not actually a close friend?
Should I seek for making a friendship best or should I go with random friends?

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