I have my medical entrance exam next month. I lost my nani this April, the only reason why I wanted to pursue medicine. Now that the day is approaching mind & body feels numb. I am unable to study, unable to concentrate. I am trying hard to move on, but I cannot forget she was the only person who genuinely understood me… & now I have lost her, she won’t be there, waiting for me to show up in my white coat. God is so unfair sometimes… Most of the time. I am not strong enough to face the reality. I wish I had good raport with my parents. My father, a man who has always run from responsibilities leaving everything on my mother’s shoulders. I hate him, I want the worst for him. My family needed him rn. I JUST HATE HIM TO MY CORE, I wish he was never there in the first place.
Heyyy
Hi there !
You’re already doing SO good being able to even have the CHANCE to do the entrance exam 💗
I know it’s so hard to pull yourself together and it will take some time, but you should know you aren’t alone 💗 keep going and do it for her okay ! Cheer up and do your best , I know you can do this ✨
