I have group of old frnds since 10 years who knows me completely knows all my weakness, whenever I call them I used to tell about me each time now I regret ..  I feel  like not to talk to them.  how to deal with it?

If they make you uncomfortable do not talk to them. Don't make any drama and let things happen by themselves. Don't call them but at the same time do not ignore them. Try to reconnect with old friends that you like or make new friends. You are not obligated to stay with one friend group. Make many. Have as much friends as possible. Life is short so make the best of it so after 50 years you can say "I was 95% happy"

Friends

i have no friends and i cant seem to keep any friends i make. after i broke up with my girlfriend last august i promised myself i wouldn’t make anymore friends so i wouldnt get hurt anymore. up until april of this year i made a couple friends but lost them at the end of the month. i don’t want to make friends and get hurt like i did but deep inside i’m jealous of other peoples friendships and crave being close to someone. when i try to make friends i give everything i have but there must be something that drives everyone away. that’s why i choose to be alone. 

Lonely

Why do some people showoff ?? Like do they need validation???  

I feel like it's really important to be around good friends but what if despite of giving it all , you can't find anyone to rely upon and at the and you are left with nothing but self-doubt and being lonely.

I always thought that friends were so important in life. They make life meaningful, stressfree. Being with friends felt like being in heaven. This was all I always had in mind when I was with people whom I called my friends once. But sad part is, they mistreated me, made me feel like a second class person and think ill of me. This I realised recently that they didn't even give me a place in their lives not even gave me respect. I had been treated badly and judged. I ignored their behaviour because I thought I am too not a best person overall and made mistakes but now, when I see back i see only hatred I received. Once I got so depressed and blamed myself for ruining friendship which I cherished most above all the relationships.  They threw me out of their lives without giving me a chance to explain as I wasn't worthy. past 2 years was very depressing for me. Now I am still struggling and trying to come out of that feeling. They were my school friends and I didn't have any friends except them.  Now, I am all alone, without friends but I am living.........

It's a hopeless situation of mine...not exactly but I think I feel so....I have no one to share insta reels with😂 I have 3 friends who are busy all the time and it takes so much for them to reply and seem irritable...
Well I would rather ri don't have any true friends or friends for life who can listen to me anytime....oh God!!! I have been on earth for 19 years and couldn't even find a true friend for myself....🤷‍♀️

3am Thoughts

I didn't have a lot of friends growing up probably because of my trust issues . I never really let someone get to know me but I don't want to be like that anymore . How am I ever going to trust anyone ? Will I ever make any friends 

I am just confused with all my feelings and emotions; Although i have lots of friends, some are close too but I feel they just don't reciprocate the same towards me.i am just loosing all my faith in friendships. I have good Friends like if we haven't talked for a long time and meet its been like hours passes in seconds. but we are junior clg friends gang, they have their own battles to won so no one gets into each other's life.Talking about new friends when they needed I was there but when I look back it's just like I was the only one who is working on all the stuffs towards the bond.so i am leaving all the things behind working towards myself and solving all the stuffs or problems by myself to get strong.Bye have a great night 

Just talked to my friends. I missed them and after hearing about the situations they’re in, I feel terrible. One is mentally great but physically doesn’t look good, one is physically good but mentally at the lowest levels at times, one became an alcoholic because of personal problems, one barely eats and got really skinny, one became ignored by everyone else because no one really told him about how he really makes others uncomfortable, one is an adult but could not handle them well, and one snuck cigarettes. My friends, what have they all become? I suddenly wanted to cry my eyes out. They’re all nice people but their surroundings are what made them into these individuals. I just want to give them a big warm hug. What can I do when I am abroad, studying, half of the world away? At the end of the day, they’re like my family. We take care of each other. We only studied in the same class for 3 years but it felt like decades since we’ve known each other. I don’t know what to do and I love them, I care for them deeply even if they were mean to me. Regardless, they’re people I can never hate. 

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