I have forgiven my family, but why am I still acting like a cold person to them all. Didn’t talk to them long and hang up most of the time telling them that I am busy with studying. Why am I like this? I thought I was free from the guilt of getting bad grades because I am doing good right now at school. The guilt of failing makes me distance myself from everyone in my family, but now I am free. Why am I still distancing myself from them and also knowing the fact that I am doing so? Just on Earth why when things are better now? Is it because I made small mistakes that might pull me back down? Why am I living like this?