I have decided that there are some things that are not great right now, but that I don’t feel like working on them for the time being.
I have gained weight, and yes I want to loose it again, most importantly, I want to feel healthy, but right now I don’t want to… I don’t want to wake up and feel like I have to work on my body and weight. I want to be me with the body I have. I want to buy a larger pair of pants, and wear my crop tops, and accept that right now I am fat, and that is fine. Fat is just a descriptor, is not a personality, its not who I am, it is just a way to describe my body. And yes, I will stop the weight gain… but honestly, I just want to be unapologetically for the way I look. I am so much more than that. And yes, I will eventually decide to loose the weight and go back to the fit woman I used to be, but right now… I decide to be and look this way, and it is fine.
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