I have come to a point where I canβt sleep anymore because in my sleeps too, Iβm a failure. I donβt understand the need in me to lie. I lie about everything to everyone which has kind of lead to me a crisis where I donβt know who I am anymore. I have no words to describe it but it feels like a constant pressure in my head. I donβt know what to do about it.
Come clean with these people and also with yourself. Admit and accept your flaws and know that even with them you are still worthy of love, forgiveness, peace etc. text 741741 or call 1-800-273-8255