I have chosen the wrong path for my career and education. I hate my job now. I do not feel safe in it. But I can not change it. I feel like I'm imprisoned in a hell. I have to learn lessons that I hate. Although I know there is no bright future, I have to keep going. It's like throwing myself into a well.

Job Dissatisfaction

Why “Runway” song is so pleasant? 😍

Music

Ho un’ansia assurda

Anxiety

The best type of relationship is when you know you are in a relationship but your partner is your friend first then your girlfriend or boyfriend ......my bf let's me do everything to him and even let me annoy hum and i guess that is best part of our relationship we are ourselves around eachother and not anyone else or just trying to show your good side 
                                              Who decides to stay with you even after knowing your bad side is the person to treasure in your heart


P.S. it is alright if your haven't found 'the one' for you yet  remember you are always 'the one' you need first 

Love

I don't know if anyone will read this. I am so tired. Of feeling incompetent, of not being good enough, of chipping off pieces of myself in order to fit into the mould of others. My rational side tells me I have nothing to feel so, I am smart, graduated from a premium educational institution, currently pursuing a course of my interest but I just can't shake off the feeling that I am not good enough. No amount of thought disputation seems to be working. Everytime I log into a lecture, I get anxious. I cannot even bring myself to respond to a question asked by the professor even though I know the answer very well. Is this what life will always be like even when I've been partaking in therapy for years now? Is this who I am? Sometimes it feels like there's no purpose to anything. Sigh.

Social Anxiety

My family looks down upon my profession so much..
Subtle taunts and remarks about it here and there. 
I've long given up, I don't even try now, because there's nothing i can do about it, except, accept the reality. 
But it hurts, it hurts to see even those members of your family whom you thought understood you, mock you and make you feel bad about it.. 
It hurts because acceptance doesn't come easy.. 

Family

I wish I could skip to the good part, I don't want to feel hopeless or/and empty anymore. Everyday I feel like I'm just here. I've become more emotionless each day. I don't cry, get angry, or be that happy anymore, most of the time I'm emotionless. I don't want to exist but unaliving myself isn't an option because I've tried many times but it won't work. I guess I'm supposed to be alive but I lose myself more each day. I can't ask for help because I won't allow myself and when I do no one helps anyway. I'm drowning silently and I just want to feel good, I'm so close to not caring about anything and being reckless. I just can't...., I want to disappear, sleep all day, and A LOT of other stuff. I just want to completely stop trying.

Feeling lonely.anyone want a friend????

Lonely

I am searching a girl Jo Meri feeling ki smjh ske 

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