I have been trying to get a hold of my tear and I want to hide my reaction. but my face betrays. I want to boldly answer and pretend that doesn’t affect me anymore but my voice trembled. I hate myself for it.
I am not alright😔
Whenever they hurt my feeling, I can’t help myself. I can’t hold my tear and they says “there you go cry baby”. Maybe from their pov I maybe wrong. It’s hurt somuch… nobody think from my pov. How I am feeling. At the end, I am alone.