I have been thinking about how things went and what I could’ve done to prevent it or the cases where it was all me and how because of me things got messy and complicated or how I was a part of a situation where things weren’t goin right for someone and I added onto it… and it reminded me of so many instances that I can’t tell you. I just am really bad and idk how I should remove it from my head or even try accepting liek I do accept but I… an not worthy of any shit people tell me. I just don’t know how to move forward … how to move on or how to learn even… I dk I’m lost … I feel like he(ex) moved on he found someone and I’m still stuck on things I shouldn’t… and I ont wish to move on I wanna hold onto my past… but I want to be happy but I don’t deserve to be happy. There are too many contradictions happen in my brain and I do what I feel at that particular moment that I have forgot what’s the right thing and what’s wrong so it’s just too complicated that I can’t get myself out of it. I tried. But I can’t.
I think give your thoughts a break and see yourself as a normal human which can commit mistake.the think that matters is to don’t repeat the same things and to understand that it’s okay. The relationship that didn’t work that doesn’t mean you’re wrong ot could mean, it was just a learning to understand that relationship does not work as you thought and next time. You will be more mature to handle your relationship and move on if he has moved on or not you have to because you are responsible for your life. I know its not easy , don’t focus on moving rather focus on your self and it will happen slowly and eventually you will understand yourself
Akash Dalal @skybroker
what are the contradiction happening in your brain?
Hey @littleextra23 🌸
Its ok to go through mixed feelings where you can’t figure out what went wrong. Why life is like this… specially when you are goin through a breakup time.
But this shall pass with the time
Time heals everything n will make you stronger.
And I am a firm believer of whatever happens happens for good only.
Just take it as a lesson.
Life is good… and you’ll be fine soon.
And if you wanna talk about any particular thing… I am here listening. 😊
