I have been in this app for 7months,i guess. It's helpful and takes the stress out, people are very sweet to each other, I made few good friends here. 

Actual fun is, while posting in anonymous. We people flirt with other people without knowing their gender and when we realise, that smile on our faces🤣🤣. 

This app is FUN and helpful at same time. 

Ya.. A lot actually.. We can act like sharuk khan.. While being like a comedian

Conflict

My piece got publish go buy it Unsent Love Letters anthology - curated by R.Clift 

Books

Another fellow human being in search of dopamine and reviewing this platforms interface 👀

Mindfulness

Real happiness always in giving...

Caregiver

Anyone up for a chat 

Damn there’s a guy he is so damn hot and idk I just feel something different around him pls I don’t know him at ol… i just really wanna talk to him but i can’t (not bcoz I’m a girl but bcoz I’m scared) but seriously his way of walking fashion sense and vibe around him is just osm man!!
And i have seen him just 2-3 times like we both go to same gym and today I saw him for the second time like damn seriously 😂 and i literally got distracted while doing excercise 🤦

Crush

cheering for everybody! you all got this!

Growing Up

Valentines day, a cheerful, colourful and most cherished day, celebrated by most people across the world with their loved one's.
Every year this day makes me feel the empty ness of my life. It's the day that creates anxiousness, fear, insecurity, low self esteem, angry, hatred, disgusting and much more. All these emotions gushes out and creates an havoc. I mean it's all fu*ked up. Especially today, I can't calm myself down. I have been single my whole life. Thoughts like turning 25, haven't had a chance to celebrate valentines day yet builds up an anxiety that I can't even explain. I feel that I'm an abomination, a cursed one. There is no one in my life to share my feelings with. For I'm a product of bad parenting and vicious dominant friends. I'm feeling lonely than ever. 

Is there something wrong with me?
What if I end up being alone for the rest of my life? 
What if this loneliness kills me instead? 
What if there is no one to love/understand me? 

These questions are making me paranoid. 
I used to think that Love is a kind of blessing. Now, I've started to think that the concept of 'Love' is delusional. I think it's very overrated in today's world. 




Lonely

Hello! I recently got out of a long-term relationship. My boyfriend moved to the US for his higher studies. After a month he started asking for a break cause he was not able to give time to me. I was not okay with it and continued our relationship. After 2 weeks, on a video call, he confessed that he kissed a girl when he was drunk. I was not surprised, in fact, I got him to say it. He said that he was guilty and was beating himself up. That's when I took the courage and said him that I cheated on him too when I recently moved to another city last year. And few days after he left for the US, I met one of the guys I wanted to date but couldn't before my relationship. Now, this guy likes me and I had a thing for him before. We went for a walk and we kissed. I dint stop it. Later that day when I got home I received admit from the university(for which I was depressed for a month) my boyfriend is studying in. I was so happy that my boyfriend and I are going to the same uni, going to live together and whatnot. We have dreamed our entire lives ( I knew him since we were 17) for it and now I ruined everything. I know I am the bad guy here. But I love him so much and he does too. I broke his heart and he is never going to trust me again. I lost my appetite, I cant focus on anything, I am sleeping under the bed, waking up multiple times at night. I deserve it. I do. I have imagined so much with him. And whenever I open Instagram posts like Cheating = end of the discussion, gives me no hope. I realized what true love is but it's too late. I am the kind of person who never intends to hurt anyone. If someone is mad at me for something I wouldn't go to bed until I sort things out with them. But I have hurt the person who is so important to me. It is killing me to know that I can never be his. He is really a good person.  He told me that he will help me with my uni and stuff. He asked me if I was seeing someone for which I replied no and when I asked him, he said he isn't either. I said, "If we are going to have any slightest chance to get back together I don't want to do anything to hurt you. But if I find you doing it again I will make sure you'll never see me and the same goes the other way". To which he replied, "I don't know about the first but for the second part, I agree. If I start seeing someone I'll let you know." This is killing me. The idea of him with another girl, the life I saw with him, is not going to be mine. I was so dependent in this relationship. It hurts I am not going to be his main girl. Yes, I made terrible mistakes, I am a horrible person and now I am paying the price. 

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