I have been having continuous fights with my spouse since the past month. We don't understand each other anymore. Last night he got so angry that he broke a plate by throwing it on the ground. Sometimes I don't understand what to do ? I love him a lot but I can't deal with such type of anger so often in my life

i am a 40 year old with 2 beautiful daughters facing the same issue... i dnt know what to do......

Relationships

I feel so lost, daddy was a little bit naive, mommy was a theft. I never had a family. I hide behind my hair most of the time.  its hard for me to remember who i once was. but i cant seem to remember.  but being alone and only having music most of the day is the best life gets when youre in a group home. once night comes demons enter every child and we have to fight. many of the kids tend to try to hurt you even if you did nothing wrong. im trapped most of my life. the only time i feel more alive is when im living in a fantasty world where nobody cares about how you look or what you do.  what people have done to me wasnt fair. my heart as a little girl had grown too fast. i didnt have innocence. pictures in my mind keep me locked up in my past. I feel like i am a broken girl. I feel like i have nothing.

Bullying

rain + music + her memories 🖤

3am Thoughts

Suffocated. Living with parents. An alcoholic father who is surprisingly on a sobriety spree for a little over a month. Now that he is in senses, he just pinpoints everything and it feels way too bothersome. I feel overwhelmed most of the time. My mother too keeps ranting over venting. I want to get me time and make a move. However, it seems unlikely now. My room is the only safe space but still feel caged.

Family

How do I communicate with my mother ….

I am deciding to be better. 
This is my goal for today: Finish 25 questions from Chapter 4
Let's see if I make it. I need this motivation

Motivation

Anyone from jodhpur? 

I don't care people who decrease others and they're getting regret by themselves 

#11..........Months passed, I focused on my studies and got admission into one of the top colleges of India for my master's degree. I was extreamly happy and excited to start this new life. I shifted to a new city, away from my family and close friends. Life was initially tough but I always wanted to live alone and be independent so I knew it was just part of the process. Classes, projects, assignments and exams consumed my entire time. I barely got time to talk to my friends or family. Almost forgot about Mr. A in middle of this hustle bustle. When one fine day after 5 months out of nowhere I got a follow request from him. I didn't care much, just accept and followed him back. Though we followed each other but we never talked. He used you watch every story that I posted but never reacted to it and do did I see him post stuff but never liked it. By then I felt little happy as I didn't feel bad about it anymore neither thought obsessively about him. My days were going busy and I was always occupied with my work..........(to be continued)




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