I have been good for quite a while now and this is one of those days when i just want to feel the pain ive been repressing, so yeah, How am i doing? Pretty bad to be honest 

Why do you repress your pain. Pain always increase when you repress it 


Anxiety

Any writers here?

3am Thoughts

I often feel am not good human being..i don't like my younger sister going out with her frnds..and she tell me that I don't send her happily while going out with her frnds..it hurts me and I feel like why am not able to do that ..what is my problem..I don't understand her ..in past she cheated me multiple times and she used to tell me lies in everything ..and I used to feel very disturbed by that ..I don't know if that is the reason am behaving like that with her now or am just thinking that might be the reason...I love her soo much and I want her to understand that..I don't have friends so I always wante her beside me .. whenever she goes out multiple thoughts runs in my mind thought she is not doing anything wrong now..and so many doubts in my mind.. she has boyfriend I don't have..she ha frnds I don't ..I always compare all these things and I feel so lonely..we fight a lot ..don't know if anything wrong with me..how to solve this or I need to change anything or am I overthinking

Lonely

As my summer break is coming to an end, I can’t help thinking about the cold winter months coming ahead. Because that is the darkest time of year for me. Winter is when my worries about Meredith become more intense. ￼

I don't know but at a point of time why everything feels so dull... like life has no colors..sometimes it's like  dark somtimes pale... just a thougt of loss and anxiety

Mental Wellbeing

Useless app 😄

Anger Issues

முதல் நீ.  முடிவும் நீ.  அல்ர் நீ அகிலம் நீ...... 🤍

Other

Anyone is there for conversation 🥺

Tbh I don't know how I'm feeling rn. That's the problem idk what's going on with me. Im too scared to be alone but I cannot stand people around me too. I'm in between several emotions. And I'm asked to live in the moment but I just end up ovethinking about what if the person I'm with, does not like me for who I'm and is just doing his/her part of formality just to make me feel better. Or what if the person I'm with leaves me for some reason and then I'll be left with a void to fill I'm just too scared to face these facts. I need constant assurance that all these people want me in their life and for some reason I feel like I'm burdening them with this. I tried talking but I just can't explain what's happening inside my head and that's hurting more. It's all kind of a mess and I just wanna stop worrying and be with people around me and be happy but I just can't help overthinking ... It just happens out of nowhere and kills everything with me. I don't wanna be a burden neither I wanna stay the same. I just wanna be happy. 

To whoever reading this... I'm sorry to bore you with this ig. Thanks for reading tho. 


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