I have been feeling devastated For a Long time
Since me and my boyfriend of 6yrs 
Broke up
Very relationship I have been into ends in a way I don't understand 
And it makes me feel like he is the only person in this world that will ever love or understand me


He said I was far away from him
That he isn't good at long distance

Why did ur previous 6yr relationship end ?

Addiction

**Smile**
*Keep smiling, and one day life will get tired of upsetting you* 
Keep Smiling ✨

Motivation

I got need no hand to hold, 
Even when the night is cold,
Cause i got that fire in my soul.

3am Thoughts

my exam is in 2 months. idk how to feel about it, i have a very bad feeling that i might not be able to crack it. and what if im not able to do so? my mom says i need to get it or else she won't spare me. im tensed and anxious. why is life always so hard on me? I've been going through different financial problems, have a beef with my dad and I can't even look at him now. life is so fucking messed up. i feel lonely every second. i have become an introvert, which surprised my family too. i have been trying to stay strong all my life but it's just not working rn

Anxiety

I am really stuck and i really want someone to share, anyone? Please it's urgent 

Hello, I just realize that I have problems with my family (or atleast with my dad). My dad is a person who care about us very much. He always worried if we sleep well, if we eat enough or if there is anybody bully us. He worried if we come home late, he fixed the bike when it had problems... I can see that he care about us very much BUT I'm 27 years old now. I can deal with VERY BASIC DAILY ROUTINE like that.. I know what should I do when I got sick, hungry or have problem at my workplace! I feel like he control my life too much. When I got a job, he always ask how much I can earn in a month, and if I answer him, he always complain with a dissapoint attitude (my salary is not low but not too much high too). When my sisters (same age as me, we are twins!) can't find a well-paid job in accounting, she decided to learn about design too find a new way, he against with it,  but my sister follow her choice and now she got a job that make she comfortable with that. It just that instead of encourage her, he reject her choice?? She even paid her design course's fee by her own money, not his. In weekends we can't go out so freely. If sometimes (like in 4 or even 6 month), we go to play with friend it's not a problem but if we go "too often" , 1 times a month, he will not agree about that?? I always go back as soon as I can when I go with my friends, around 7pm. He said that it's too much(?). Everytime I said that I will go with my friends, he always ask like a police, who are they, where we go, what we will eat and play, when we will comeback... and he always ask why me and my sister don't have a lover? What the hell??? He don't let us go out and ask us to bring back our lovers? How I can have a lover but just sit at home almost my free time? Or I just ask "God please give me a lover"???? In his eye, everything done by us just like a trash, not anything more. Everything he do is always perfect. We go to charity event and he not agree with it even yesterday I will go to charity event on that day and he agree about it. He ask me "why you have to go"?? And when I said that I will go no matter what, he mad at me. He said that no one care about him, he doesn't want to live anymore???? But not just only us, he cause inconvenience with everyone around him. When my mom alive, he never praise her cooking skill (though everyone around and family's members said that her cooking skill is really good). He always find something to complain about food, too salty, too sweet, the fish too stink...And now when my mom passed away, he said that she cook the food very delicious. SORRY BUT WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?? When she was alive, why don't say that?? Why he always make mom feel sad and uncomfortable?? I even don't know what should I say with him, I try to talk with him to make the atmosphere better but he always think everyone except himself is wrong. I feel my head gonna bow up. I even think about suicidal. I think I'm stress now...

Mental Health

My ex and my bestfriend are bestfriends 

Friends

i don’t think i’m in love with him but why can’t i stop thinking about him? 

Being in a girls college specially in LSR isn't easy . It comes with its own set of expectations , with its own set of problems.And specially when you ve just started the college and its a huge transformation in your life .And what when you don't even have your family support? its just becomes utterly difficult .and the constant discouragement,obscurity about your life makes the experience worse . And iyou want to be just done with the college when it was supposed to be the most amazing phase of your life.

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