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I have been consistently self harming and have gaping scars on my arms and i be been lying to everyone around me including friends and family that i have a skin disease because i cant bring myself to admit that i m so messed up.
But i m scared now coz it seems to be getting out of hand. But i dont want to be seen as weak and i m not doing it for attention.
But i m scared that if me doing this means that i m too weak to handle breakups and i should juat suck it up or that i shouldnt let this feeling of being trapped get to me.
But i dont know how to stop

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You’re not weak you’re just naive and soft hearted. Mostly, people always calls the one who commits suicide weaks because they just gave up. I remember my teacher calls them that. But you know what that’s not true. They are just being left behind no one can open to. No man is an island. You know you should tell one of your trusted person even if it is only one. Tell her or him everything the pain that you are keeping or if you couldn’t tell it then find somebody you trust that you can hug to or burst your pain your tears. Even if it is only one. It’s hard to keep. Or if you can’t make a diary. Traditional but the most helpful way to let out those.