I have been consistently self harming and have gaping scars on my arms and i be been lying to everyone around me including friends and family that i have a skin disease because i cant bring myself to admit that i m so messed up.
But i m scared now coz it seems to be getting out of hand. But i dont want to be seen as weak and i m not doing it for attention.
But i m scared that if me doing this means that i m too weak to handle breakups and i should juat suck it up or that i shouldnt let this feeling of being trapped get to me.
But i dont know how to stop