I have asked for drinking remainder app... And how did this violated the community 😂😂?

Community be like- 
Bhai kya kar raha hai tu?? 
Apni zindagi barbad mat kar 

Inki community na kisi ne samjhi or na koi smjhega..😆😆😆😆

Now&Me Thinks

you know butterflies can't see the color of their wings,

but us as humans can see how beautiful they are.

likewise, you might not think

you're good enough but...

others can see how special and amazing you are.


Even though a butterfly cannot see its own wings it still knows how beautiful it is 

So even though you don't know what you are you can still value yourself and love yourself


Good morning 🌄

Life

Just waiting for my turning point 🫰. Har ek ki life mai ek turning point ata hai .

3am Thoughts

"Living On Music"- The Street Musician

In a crowd, stands a musician, playing his instrument, knowingly that not everyone will listen, yet he keeps playing for it is his only way of earning bread, few passing him leaves pennies for him, this small amount is his prize he received playing in a stage where audience was unlimited and listeners were few. 

"The street is his auditorium & whole world is his audience"



I have been going through this weird cycle since few years. And when i finally think im out of that cycle there is this weird knowledge keeps pulling me back. The knowledge i have gained is sometimes good for me and sometimes bad. I want to atleast live for the people i care about, but then this truth about the world keeps haunting me. I would like to state Pyasa movie here. The world is so harsh and nothing makes sense and still one must kp going carrying some hope? Hope? Seems delusional. Im scared. 

A few months ago i met someone that made me stay, someone that i now never want to let go of, someone who gave me purpose when i was lost and i didn’t know where i was going, someone that made me feel like it’s okay to be myself, someone that taught me not to be so harsh on myself and praise myself for the little things and who taught me that it’s okay to not be okay. Now i’m happier than i’ve ever been in a very long time, for the first time in what? 4,5 years? i feel like myself again, im happy, im truly happy with my life, i found a home in him, i found love and support, i found a place where i feel safe and comfortable. I can’t help but feeling thankful, bc idk if i would’ve ever reach this state of mine if it weren’t for our sudden meeting. Thank you ❤️‍🩹🏡🌙
the people we surround ourselves with rlly matter and mean a lot and that’s a lesson i realized. 

I'm depressed...upto point where I'm hurting myself to get away from this world but even god is not cooperating with me i guess 

Anxiety

It might be just s3x for anyone but for me, it’s not just it. It’s a commitment, a total submission. It’s a big deal and knowing the reason why someone wants to do it with u even though he’s ur partner is not smth u didn’t have to know, right?

So its not that i dont want to take responsibility of my house but at my home everyone is selfish. My mom Has Met with an minor  Accident and has been told to bed rest for 10 dayss. I am very bad at cooking even if i try i fail. Thats not my thing. Now the situation is My elder brother and father dosent understand me and Orders me to take all the responsibility of house. I am okay with that But i cant cook. They both earn good yet they are not okay with tiffin service. They want me to take leaves and sit back at home coz they are working and there work is imp. My elder brother has a baby of 4 years and he want thats i take care of him everyday where as he sleeps whole day. My sis in law in is in kolkata. I dont know what should i do. Nobody thinks of me and understands me and Everyone want that i do watever they say. Please help me out guys what should i do. 

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