Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I have an abusive father. He’s been abusing my mother since I can remember. Everyone around us - neighbours, his colleagues believe that he is the best guy around. He infuriates me that he doesn’t respect my mother and hurls at her when he gets mad on the most pettiest things.
Nobody deserves to be treated like that. Why are men like this? Why do they think they can hurt the woman around and can get away with it? How is this fair?

I desperately want him to die. Not even like a slow death but instant death. I don’t want to be compassionate when I would see him die hence, a sudden death is what I wish for. That is a fair ask.