I have also suffered from substance abuse issues and lately they have been getting ti the point of almost relapse and i havent told my mom because she will get scared and freak out and i just i cant even talk to my best friend of 5 years because he has barely talked to the past two weeks because of his new gf and its annoying like yea i get it mew relationship but literally went from hanging everyday to not at all and so im losing hope of the ones i got and while simultaneously trying to grow up as quick as possible (18 in 2 months) and make music but im struggling on where my head is at
Heyyy buddy. Itβs going to be okay. I promise. Pleaseee take 5 deep breaths for me. And then tell me- are you okay? β€
Lil Price @gh0stb0y
Honestly not really last night was a bad point of reflecting but i realized i hate that i still want drugs
Heyy buddy, how are you feeling now?!
Lil Price @gh0stb0y
Its still always in my head lately and it just always worse than i thought it could be i still wanna make music but im terrified and im just running out of options on ways to cope with it all.
Okay, first of all-
Celebrate the fact that you have a passion!!! Most people in our age group (18-21) are lost and still looking for something which makes them believe in something.
The fact that you want to recover from drug abuse is the first, the most important and the toughest step towards recovery. I AM SO PROUD OF YOU for making this decision in the first place!
I hope youβre proud of yourself as well
I know itβs in your head lately but hey, what youβre about to do takes A LOT of courage and a LOT OF strength. If recovery was so easy then wouldnβt everyone be free from abuse by now? (1/n)
But not everyone has what it takes. BUT I KNOW THAT YOU DO. And youβre going to put up a GREAT fight against your desire to use again- bec youβre strong and youβre willing. YOU GOT THIS, I PROMISE.
Second, what is it thatβs coming in the way of you and your music?
Sending so much love and power to you xx (2/n)
Lil Price @gh0stb0y
Thank you man im 1.5 years sober and everyday is a battle. The only things thats stopping me is my own mind i just doubt myself and dont do it i just dont have confidence ig.
1.5 years?! Thatβs AMAZING, congratulationssss π₯³π₯³π₯³
Iβm so so so proud of you. You know what you should do? GO OUT AND GET YOURSELF SOME PIZZA bec you should totally celebrate. Youβre doing amazingly good, tiger. Just keep going a littllleeee more and I promise you, in no time- you will stop desiring for drugs. Just a little more time and efforts. And then youβre free. For life. All the veryyy best! You got this π₯³
GO OUT AND PLEASE CELEBRATE, not everyone makes it this far β€
Lil Price @gh0stb0y
Thank you my friend thank you
