I have alot of great friends and I talk to them about my problems but it's never enough. After being happy for a few hours I'd go back to being depressed. I am honestly lost as to what to do. 

Don't worry this happens ,maybe coz we all are struck at home and the mood changes quite frequently! Make time to meditate ,listen to motivating podcasts and you favourite music! 
It will heal

Depression

Hi i am new can someone tell how to use this app

Now&Me Thinks

Tired,trying to push myself through,but sometimes it really gets hard to get over with


3am Thoughts

Then I remember how he said, how could he look annoyed to the barber when he's making a living. I didn't expect that answer! Okay, so that was yesterday when he went there last minute to have his hair trimmed and the barber put wax on his hair hahahahahahaha I just can't stop complimenting this guy.

Relationships

I feel awkward and weird being around with people

Y'all watched euphoria??

Teenagers

I think my biggest insecurity is regarding gender conformity. I don’t fit into the ideal Indian girl standards at all. This isn’t a ‘I’m tomboyish and society doesn’t accept me for it’ situation, even though that’s what I thought it was a few years ago. The thing that bothers me is that even though I would like to be feminine, my genetics seem to have taken that possibility away from me. I look like my dad, and in that way, I look quite masculine. The short hair, hairy legs and broad hands and feet - they don’t make it any better. I know I don’t have to fit into the cookie cutter standards, but that knowledge doesn’t me from feeling a pang in my heart every time I see a really feminine woman. 

Mental Health

 is it okay to be lazy when you feel like shit 
Well I'm confused between whether to do some things in order to feel great or just give up for a while and stay in peace and then get back to reality.



Hi guys. I just created an account here. I’ve been feeling a bit low ever since the 2nd lockdown occurred in my country. There’s been a lot on my mind recently and’ I don’t really know who to talk to. I have friends that i’ve known for a very long time but don’t feel confortable opening to them. I know they won’t understand how I feel because the few times i’ve tried talking to them their words towards me were just so far from what I needed to hear. I know seeking confort from them and hearing their advices will annoy me and make me feel even more shitty. 

I’m 18 and started college on September. I thought uni life would be so much fun, just like in the movies. Boy was I wrong. I haven’t made any friends, lost motivation to go to class, found out that the subject I was studying for was not for me and now that I want to change it to something else, everyone around me just make me feel so fucking stupid. Like they would just look at me after I’d tell them what I want to study and be like « aren’t u dumb? » « you must be kidding » « that isn’t for you » « you have no clue what you’re doing and going to do ».??? Like no fuck Einstein, I know i’m Not sure that’s what I want to do but NOT ONE of my friends and family actually gave me a real piece of advice. Maybe like « how I could see you do this » « I think you should consider tatada.. ». The worst in this is that my decision wasn’t even dumb. I’d rather give up Now than spend another 6 months doing something I know for a fact isn’t right for me. And when I explain this to people they have nothing to say bc they know i’m Right, they’re just so used to criticising me that they won’t even recognise when I do something right. That’s just fucking toxic. 
I feel sad cause I feel like i’ve Always been there for people close to me, always tried to help them out when they needed it, be there whenever they needed an ear to listen or a shoulder to cry on. I’m not asking for anything in return than just the same thing. Yet, out of all the people that I know, not one can genuinely understand how I feel and how I think. 

I’m 18 and everyone is pressuring me to know what I want to do with my life, especially since this virus arrived, wrecked the economy and threatened all of our futures. I know every student or young people also feel the same as I do, but I just want someone to listen to me. 
Anyways, I wanted to let this out at least. Thanks for coming to my TED talk.
And thanks to everyone who’s read that far. 

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