I have a toxic family . I feel all alone and frustrated with my life. What did i do deserve this!

I'm going through the same. I can feel ya..all we can do is hope and work towards becoming independent soon

Family

I feel I don't have a strong bond with any of my family members. I care for them if anything goes wrong with any of them or they are in trouble. I wish to be live alone somewhere if given a chance cause nowadays there is always some arguments happens and no one talks in respect whereas I never insults whoever is opposite me in derogatory terms. I so wish for me to get independent and leave my family.
Even in anger I have stated this to my family.

Family issues destroy the person inside and out💔

Anxiety

i think the concept of family coming first is so wrong. in my opinion, family is overrated and not every single member is real “family” 

3am Thoughts

these little things happen and they make me super grateful and thankful for my family

then other things happen tht make me remember that they should've signed off on tht divorce long ago

always realised it, it was just in the back of my mind. after that stuff happens, it gets shoved forward until it's all i can think about

a family like a broken plate held together by a bandaid. i know i shouldn't complain, others have it worst

It’s hard when you don’t feel like you have a home. Like I am unfortunately not close with my father since he is not the best person, and I can’t consistently talk to my sister for this reason. I have people in my life who are so amazing, but they go home and have families and get to do the fun family stuff, which is especially with holidays. And I just don’t… like I am so happy for them. But it’s hard when I feel like I’m not worth having a family. 

One thing I've learnt in my life is that the only people that genuinely cares for you and loves you and wants the best for you  is your family and they are the only one you can trust blindly in your life.🤎🤍🤎

what was remarkable about matilda was that it was her actual family that treated her like shit, not an orphanage or a step-parent or that she was adopted or anything like that.  there was no reveal like miss honey is like “im your real mother” it was all about found family because her family was bullshit and that was just the way it was.  it is so rare to see a biological family portrayed as people who don’t get their kids and don’t treat them right in kids media

Other

it is so difficult to accept that about your family that they can be backwards in their thinking or like they can be wrong or still has some old school ideas even when you act like you are so modern. my parents still prefer "son" and boy , and they don't say it directly but in small small things it is pretty clear that they choose my brother and not me. they dont see us as equals. 

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