i have a strong plan to end myself after christmas, it’s the most real thing ive ever made, idk if i can stop myself i don’t see any good future for myself.
Such feelings are not uncommon when one feels overwhelmed and I want to tell you that nothing is more precious than your life. I assure you that thing’s will get better gradually, just try to hold on tight. We’re all here for you, rooting for you to be safe and fine. If you want to talk about something please feel free to share as there is a solution for everything.
Here is a link for help around the world: http://lauvsongs.com/help
Christmas is a great festival for some and you, I guess want to celebrate that. Live your life after that also because you never know what things can surprise you, right?
People want you in their life man. Yes, they do and we do too. You can come and talk to us and you will feel great.
The future can wait but how you feel right now can’t. First, your mental wellbeing is important, and then when you feel that the idea of Suicidal Ideation is gone you can go ahead with planning the future. I also go through many downs than ups, trust me I am going it right now as I write it but what keeps me going? I can do best in what I have and then leave the rest and see what I have on my plate at that time. You also do that.
Please reach out to me, in case you want to talk to me or want help! 💙