I have a low immune system that keeps me sick all the time, which is why I don't have friends

I've tried working out on myself. Didn't really help me. I ended up being more worst

No one wants to be friends with a person who falls sick all the time

I have a toxic relationship with my parent

What it can't be the reason for not having friends

I have low immune system buddy and the first key is to think i am not sick i know it’s difficult we need to be extra extra careful but i never call myself sick I believe what i have is making me stronger and automatically i make friends

Friends

I feel like I don't have that group of friends that are 'just mine'.. Does that make sense? Like I have friends, yes, but each one of them has their own 'true' friend group and sometimes I have no one to talk to while they have friends that they can always share their feelings to. Like I feel like I'm always a second choice or a back up plan and I hate it. 

there are times when my best friends say something or do something that hurts me.
i assume their best intentions out of it but there seems to be no end to it.
they're really good, take care of me and i have the best college days with them.
when i sit alone and think, something they said or did pops up and i feel this ache in my chest.
i understand friends are unfiltered and everything but a few things just seem untoward and feels like they did it on purpose with a plan like a vendetta.
do friends who are 100% genuine and nice exist? 

3am Thoughts

Do you believe in making friends or love your self company ?

Intro

I feel like a complete loner... I have friends but are they really my friends given that they don't care about what I have to say???? 


Lonely

i have so much friend issues, at starting i was very helpful and easy to communicate even if someone was fighting i say hit me what you want to say just say it to me just don’t fight please.For sometime it was good but after sometime they used me make fun of me ,next year those friends get less and we made a group 2 of them still use me for there work,next year whole class get one as a unity and help each other but also that time they use me for hiding something for telling lie to somebody they choose there boyfriend and not me who always help them, they always get shy when they were with there bf and take me with them and even there bf says "you are spoiling over privacy"it was not my mistake i said to them no but still,next year when i get fail in class and they all passed they forget me they ignore me i realize finally they were snakes betrayed me use me,but still in my class there was 1 who was my friend we became BFF and after sometime 1 get in our class not it became TRIO WE WERE SO HAPPY,enjoying away from those betrayers but next year covid-19 year started 1 one of them started talking less i don’t know why we even get 3-4 fights but i still control i tried but she never she thought when school will open every thing will be normal but its not anymore it was not like when it was in starting next year again still covid 1 was left we were getting more close but she is like when she need me she talks to me or every second she wants to talk to me every time those old Qs lunch?what?morning?get up? sometime i think i’m needy greedy who needs perfect and blaming everybody,not myself but i don’t know who is right and whose is not but yeah for 1st class to know i still got a friend who is still with me once i don’t talk to her that much but i always cared and she too we always ask each other and now she is with me we talk every hour. i know not every friend is for always and like you just i need a friend who will with me for long.

Hey guys! 
I belong to SC category. My friends always make me feel bad about it. What should i do?
Should i stop being around them completely?

Harassment

What do you go against lonliness? 

I've thought about my life when it hit me. There's no one really consistent in my life. My friends aren't really good friends. I'm not my best friend's best friend. College friends seem temporary. No old friends from school left. No one thinks of me first when something exciting happens. No love interests, just rejections and retreats. It feels like I'm alone in this world with 8 billion people.

I just want to share my life with friends or a partner. 
But I can't find anyone who wants to stay.  

Trigger Warning:
Mention of suicide 

Hey there! 
So... I've made a couple of online friends a few months back, and now we've grown pretty close. But recently, one of them has been having a very difficult time..., regarding strained relationships with some very close people... I guess I should also mention that they are emotionally sensitive & pretty strong too... like, they've attempted suicide more than once before, feeling overwhelmed with emotional pain... and then again I've seen them (actually heard from them/through chats; we never met irl) be very strong emotionally too...
So... the thing is I'm not sure how to be there for them... As someone who cares a lot (like, A LOT) for their friends, I really feel helpless and desperate at times when chatting with them... Recently, as I said, they've been having a rather difficult time, and they're trying their best to stay strong... But I'm worried that they might be overwhelming/overstraining themselves...
Can anyone please suggest how I can give them more support...?
(PS: in the current situation, getting a therapist isn't possible for them... and due to the pandemic (& distance), it's not possible for me to meet them irl...)
Thanks... :)
Hope you have a nice time ahead:)


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