I have a crush on someone for 6 years and he didn't even knew i existed, but I've finally got the chance to get noticed by him... Will I follow him or go my own way?

Crush

Anyone?

3am Thoughts

Koi hai........

Acquaintance

what is your favourite song?

Music

Kiya matlab ye 3rd ya 4th year hai jis valentine's day pe bhi main single hu ab to ghar wale bhi rishta dekhne main interested hone lagge

My exams are coming soon..I wanted to study but sometimes I feel too lazy to study and there's lack of motivation... Pls tell me what to do for regular study

Stress

I have never been in a relationship and every now and then i wonder if i ever will be in one. About one month ago  i tried talking to a girl who came in my tutions,i used to look at her for about 2 years and wanted to talk but couldn't muster up the courage but in my final year of graduation when i realised that after this year there was hardly any chance for me to see her again as she will be going back to her home town which a friend of hers told me so finally i walked to her and talked to her. I asked her name and she said NO to me straight away but she told me after i said if i asked in a wrong way or done anything so she told me her and when i asked her if she wanted to be friends she said no and said she was an introvert and she does not like to make friends. After 1 or 2 week i asked a friend of her if she can convince ger to talk with me for some time and after she talked to her she said that she is already in arelationship with someone so i should not pursue her anymore.
I don't know why that thing disturbed me very much. I never smoked but after that encounter i started smoking cigarette don't know why but i started doing it. Now also i see her everyday but i guess thats that....

Sorry to be blunt and despite the chances of sounding bad , i need a girl to talk to :(

Lonely

Just why people have to come to your life , act like they care , give you the best memories and then freaking leave and act like they don't know you....was everything just a game ? They now behave as if they don't even know your existence.....passing by the hallways and making eye contact.... there's no recognization.....Never knew people could be so heartless....If I did something wrong please confront me instead of just ignoring me...

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