I have a crush on guy..he is resigning from the company... What will I do.. It's so hard for me to confess my feelings to him.. Also hard to leave

Yes.. That is true.. He don't talk too much... Kind of emotionally unavailable... 

Love

It hurts a lot that I had to denounce my mother to child protection, but for my peace I had to do this sacrifice but it hurts a lot. I'm afraid of the consequences but nothing is easy and free in life, it hurts to look at her and knowing that I actually did it and that she don't know anything about it, I had to be brave to be able to do this long step. Pain became normal to me but having to do this is way more hurtful than you can imagine in your darkest dream, I only wish that they stop, I want them to see what they did and are doing to me, I want them to see my hidden tears, I want them to hear my scream of pain, I want them to leave me alone, I can't even focus on my studies anymore so please I hope and want some change.

Life

After a certain point in life people either learn to live by themselves and feel the fulfilment of their needs or will be constantly running around looking for answers to unanswered questions that are running through their head for ages now. 
You’ll stop feeling things once you reach a certain age or place in life. Things that matter now will not matter 2 or 3 years later from now. Men who hurt you will either go through their karmic cycle or you’ll be left wondering “what did I do to deserve what you did to me” and just keep living the same miserable life. 

3am Thoughts

what are the things girls want in a guy ? Do they expect a lot 



Affirmations

I have lost my 8 month baby in a miscarriage. Though my husband is supportive and caring. It's like a unending pain and sadness. I don't know how to come out of it.


I recently connected back with a school senior of mine who I looked upto when I was young . I kinda liked her but she was older than me so i respected her . Now that we are adults , she being older and more mature than me , understands and helps me in my problems . Recently when we met , she told me that she liked me . But i don't know why I still feel the same about her as i felt when we were in school , it's somewhat like being around an older sister i think , but i don't want that . I want to be with her cause she's so understanding and cute. She's way too excited about this . She already told all of her friends about this and I did too . The friends' hype has added a lot of pressure to this . But i don't know if I'm ready for this . I want to be with her cause she's perfect but I'm a little confused because of the feelings from the past . What should i do ?

Confusion

Living in Present 

The most difficult thing to do as the past haunts you and future scares , there is no time for you to prepare, prepare yourself to live in the present moment, the safest yet the scariest thing to do as at this time past and future will be given on rent to some tenant. But all those present moments lived were the brightest yet it is still the scariest.

So done
Me and my bf have been fighting continuously 
I feel he doesn’t give me time or attention 
He just says things
Bolne se kuch nai hota yaar 
Do it naa 
Firstly 
Since last months we had some issues going on even if we met then we were just fighting arguing sorting out
Then we went out with our group of friends a month back and havent met since then 
We dont spend that quality time anymore 
Yes i agree i was busy 
But i was ready to spare some time, lie to my family about where i am going and come and meet him for whatever little time we could but he neverr asked he was just about himslef about his work his family and his everything
Then i got ill for a week 
Couldnt he just give me a little bit of care ?
Tere liye pizza order karu?
Bas ek baar puchlena on the phone wo bhi while talking to someone else while i am on the call doesnt make me feel good! Send it over once as a nice gesture!!! 
Just bolke kyu dikha rahe ho!!!
Then when i got okay, i told him ki now we can meet
So he is like abhi toh meeting hai yeh wo 
Nai hoga possibility 
Next i have guests at my place (still i was ready to come but he never asked)
Then  
During rakhi i had loads and loads and loads of work to do 
All i could ask for was some support!
But nooo 
Karle etna hi toh hai just advices and siggeztions 
That i dont want to hear
I was damn tired and couldn’t move
He knew everything 
And calls me ki mae kal out of town ja raha hu 
Abhi jaldi aa milne 
Dude i have ask for permission at home to get out 
You know that and everything how can you just suddenly tell me just to show 
He knew i am super tired cant get out of the house and was being so admanant 
I said i’ll come in the evening so he is like no shamko pooja hai bla blaa
Everything cant run according to his schedule!!
This is not fair
Here i am working my ass off all day
Whereas he is just enjoying his vacay!
I have been waiting for him  
Bcaz i dont get to got out of the house that much 
I have to make plans accordingly
I didn’t go anywhere with anyone else and saved mu chances to meet him 
But he doesnt even care’!
Why does he take me for granted so much 
I just cantttt

Boyfriend

I need to have to long conversation with someone

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