I hate to take this type of decision, i don't even know what to do, i really hate this and is making me anxious, i want to cry, i want to punch myself, I'm scared, i don't wanna lose him. And seeing myself as this, as this vulnerable, it's making me get scared, I don't like this


Thank you! Today is a new day, I feel better, but things with the situation are just frozen Right now, so I will need just to wait...

Had plans to move with my boyfriend to Spain, but now, randomly a process I was doing to move to USA, came back to live. Now I have an appointment with the US Embassy for my residency.

3am Thoughts

Stubborn 🥺

Crush

Someone said u will get your angel priya here😂😂😂from last night I couldn't find her.... Can u help me 🙉🙉

Mindfulness

Crying and the left side of my chest where supposedly my heart is,it's paining and I have to breath through my mouth cuz it's difficult to breath properly

Depression

So there's a girl,let name her as Li nd there's a guy aka Mr. M. Mr. M nd Li met co incidentally over online stuffs nd got friends. Mr. M is a kind person nd Li has a good attitude towards her feelings to others. Li started to like Mr. M nd got feelings for him,but she was scared to confess cuz that will ruin her friendship with Mr. M. So she texted Mr. M once ,it was midnight and they both were awake. Mr. M seem to be a nice guy nd he always cared for Li,and always listened to her. Li texted him about that she's got injured in an car accident and she's in the hospital rn. Li has one thing in which she was mastered nd that thing is her ego. She decided to make her proposal by using tricks with Mr. M bcz she knows that how much he believes on her. So she told about the fake car accident to have sympathy from him nd made a move to say about her feelings with a strange reason. (To be continued)

Acquaintance

How can he easily give up on us? He used to tell me how much he loves me, but why can't he low his pride to fix our relationship. I love him to the point that I'm willing to accept the fact that he already has a daughter. I'm willing and ready to be a stepmother to his child even if we haven't met. How can he be so selfish? How can he doubt my love for him? I've been lowering myself for him, to the point that even I have my problem I always put him first. How I wish I can unlove him already and learn to love and put myself first again.

Loss

Why am I supposed to be the listener always? I too need to vent it all. Whenever i try telling them about something, they start with their issues over and over. Like just listen to me na, i m not even asking you to react. Just stay quiet and try to hear me out. It's already sooo ahrd for me to express my emotions. If i am trying it around you, can you please please try to understand? Is it too much to ask for?

Life

Sometimes i feel like i'm not solid. I'm hollow, there's nothing behind my eyes. I'm a negative of a person. All i want is blackness. Blackness and silence.

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