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Anonymous

I hate to admit it but I still care, I hate that I can’t hate you. I hate that you’re happy with someone who is in no way better than me, someone who hurts you and doesn’t mind lying to you and playing with your heart. I don’t even think I have any feelings left for you, I’m just mad bc ill never understand this nonsense, at this point I’m just holding a grudge. I don’t know if you ever felt the pain like i did but i hope you did, i wish you had been the one to come and beg for forgiveness. I gave up on my pride for you and now i regret it cuz you would never. I want to still be there for you, not bc of you but bc i want you to realize that you need me, i want you to realize that you had something great but ruined it, I want you to feel sorry for breaking me, I hope the guilt won’t let you sleep. All i want is for you to say you’re sorry, why won’t you say it?? why did i say it? You should’ve been the one to apologize but even when i said i was sorry for whatever i could’ve done you never once said it back. Am i evil for thinking this way??? I hate that a**hole you’re dating, no, im not jealous I’m just much better than any of those people you surround yourself with. You lost the few good people you had by your side, and now you’re about to lose me too. I kind of wish you’d stop me from living, everytime I turn around i hope you’d call out my name but you never do. I’m not usually like this and idk what’s wrong with me i guess you’ve truly got the worst of me bc now I just want you to need me and I know that’s f*cked up.

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Anonymous

It’s not wrong to feel that way it’s part of going through the emotions. Human are allow to feel certain things and not be judged for feeling like that. Allow yourself to go through this it’s part of coming to terms with what you feel and what you want to do to move forward. Don’t beat yourself for thinking that way. It’s okay to hate it’s okay ti be mad and it’s okay to be pissed off for them not realizing it’s not your fault there’s always another side of darkness

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Anonymous

Thank you!! I wish i didn’t feel this way but i guess i have the right to be upset, all i want is for them to say they’re sorry and i’d probably forgive them but i can’t force someone to feel sorry so I’ll have to accept that sometimes people don’t mind hurting you, you know what, hurt people hurt people so maybe i should be the one to feel sorry and stop wishing them to be unhappy, they’re probably already unhappy enough even if i can’t see it, actually it’s better that i can’t. I can use my anger to move on instead of seeing them struggle and feel for them.

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