I hate this feeling…at times I have suicidal thoughts but I can’t even do that as I’m a single child…I sometimes wish if I had a sibling would’ve ended this pain with my life…
What happened my friend??
I was into a committed relationship after 2 fucked up bizzare breakups …I felt like finally I got my blessings it was nothing less than a dream…yes we had our ups and downs but we always stick together n now suddenly he’s giving me all these mixed signals once he said. I wanna better myself for u now he’s like I don’t want any commitment as of now…I so want to quit my current job but cannot afford to quit it unless I have a new one … nothing is in place I know I’m so drained I wud never be able to love anyone else…I love him so so much I’m ok with struggling if we end up together…I don’t wish to end up lonely
Don’t you have friends?
I do have friends but I have always kept them away from this one…everyone has their own stuffs I don’t want to bother them with mine…this is what I feel like being ANONYMOUS disconnected from everyone I know
You know are there to support bcz we can share everything with them but you can’t share these things with other people like your sibling or parents…
So go and tell them…
Soo u are immensely attached with that guy
Firstly i also wish u both stay together if u both love and respect each other but if only u are putting more and more efforts to make relation better than trust me stop here otherwise u gonna be hurt yourself a lot.
I know now it is sounding soo disgusting and rude but u can never expect anything from anyone life is all about this. U have to accept it
Now go and talk to him finally what u want and what he wants?
And then after thinking and taking things practically on your life take decision bcz at the end you should not put aside your self respect if a person is not that worth it
Go my friend I am with u 💕💕
