I hate my sister for not being interested in me/my thoughts ..
I always listen and paying attention but towards me she gave nothing but judgement.


Yes :( but I’m an adult too I’m 23 she is 35.
Not that big difference I thought. 

3am Thoughts

If I scream loud enough will you hear me?

One Sided Love

Lately, I've been, I've been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be

Need friends anyone interested?✌🏻
If interested Reply .


Friends

What would you do if you come to know that your parent is cheating on his/her partner? I mean of you find your mom cheating on your dad or vice versa? Talking is not a solution. It happens every time and no doors are opened! It's the same always!

Parenting

Some days are just so painful

Anxiety

Anyone up for conversation?

Oh god. Ok. I'm dealing with enough already, and kudos to me i brought another shit on myself this time. I think I fell for my best friend. Oh god, it feels better to finally say it out somewhere. It's not this romantic or sexual love , i just knew fighting this storm beside them , holding onto their hand, we'd get thru anything. It was this uk we'd travel the world together, somedays we'd cook together, live together, study work together, binge watch shows arguing abt villians and fashion together, we'd love thru art museums together, we'd run to catch the sunsets too. Our friendship has always been so domestic, that the prospect of spending the rest of our lives beside each other looked so normal, so ordinary persay. It was a together with you for the rest of our lives kinda love. damn i always cringed even saying the word love, this is so funny. God. Anyways, u friendship had a freefalling recently, since we are both expressive and vocal abt everything ig, i did lay out everything on the table abt the confusion abt what was happening. Things spiralled out, and they took the benefit of a three person friendship and I'm cut off now. I didn't text, coz I'd been doing that way too often, now it's been so long they haven't bothered texting me even once. I wonder so often what they might be upto, uk everyone misses someone when they are lonely but i freaking missed them even when I was happy. From my shadows to my light, I've wanted to make them a part of it. I never say it to people, but i told them that I was scared of losing them, i gave them not hours but days n days of my life when I had to run between deadlines. Why couldn't i ever get back any of those. Even a lil?. I thought I'll give it time, maybe I've got too attached being an over empath, but this is still hurting me. We obvio don't talk anymore, i never spoke abt any of these to them before btw. But it feels like i was literally used and thrown. They clung onto the same person they were spitting abt one day. It feels horrible. But I'm expected to be mature and deal with it. I'm afraid they've made all our friends in the gang also on some weird line coz they don't talk to me normally anymore. I want to move on. I wanna get out of this stupid thing I brought myself in. God knows whether it was love or not, but i eventually did lose someone precious to me despite not saying any of this shit. I could go and walk back thru hell, despite of living in hell for them. And I'd done that already. God, it hurts to even admit it. Idk what to do. Never felt this way, never felt this kinda pain, it just doesn't go away does it. I looked at them and i prayed , let me have this person by my side for the rest of this life please. And look where that got us. I've always been abandoned, always the last on standing alone while the world moved on. This one time i wanted something to stay , i tried to make it stay, gave as much as i can as a human. It got taken away too. Anyways, it was really beautiful while I was in it. While I was living it i knew I'll miss these moments someday, so much for a forebearing. i...i just miss them a lot. Idk how to unlove ppl, this is gonna be bad for me ahead jeez. I miss them so damn much. I think just a small hi text is also enough from them, it's been too long i even heard them, when there was a time we shared the whole random thing called life with eo. i...miss them a lot. yea. 

It's 3am in the morning and I am having a very bad cramps and got my periods 🥺

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