Adulting

Irritated and incomplete 😤

Depression

Upset,irritated and cranky!

Anxiety

I wish my mum would let me get HRT.

LGBTQ

My mother makes it hard for me to enjoy life.

im not feeling my best today. i dont think my mom realizes how much she is destroying me inside.

Mental Health

From 3 years i was thinking that I'm unlucky , just now my mother confirms it from her taunts....
  In those years she told me don't think like that, be patient.....
   But my mum doesn't always say truth she has some alternative thoughts in her mind but she portrays only those which will feel okay by me.... If you knew before that I will be like this then why didn't you told me and now you're saying...
Then compares me from my masi ka ladka... If you are thinking ohh he is successful no he's not she only compares because make me realise that Im similar to him 
And she expects that I will not be angry , though I don't shout I just keep my mouth shut...

Anger Issues

I yelled at my mother I was mean to her although she wasn't mean. all she did was turn on the washing machine which in my mind destroyed my "cleaning" day plans.
I yelled at her a lot for that. 
and when she left apparently she fell down the stairs she hurt herself.
She was crying on the phone when she called me. 
I hate myself for that.
I am a monster to her. 
I always try to be nice to her but every time I explode. 
I just can't be nice to her. 
Although she is a kind, loving and caring mother and she did nothing wrong. 


My mom expect me to trust her even more after she told a probation officer that I take substances and sleep with a bunch of boys. I don't even wanna look at her she disgust me, all this bullshit when I never even said anything in the first place idk what she has against me, why does she hate me that much damn and she even told me "you ain't going nowhere when you'll be 18 I'm the one who's gonna marry you" she's already planning my wedding wtf is wrong with her

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