Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I hate my family and I hate this house so much. I live with an alcoholic father who is so selfish and rude to all of us.
He is supposed to be our father, our guardian but he lacks in so many ways. He does awful things, hurl abuses, and buys our apologies by buying us gadgets and food and whatnot. How can you ever do to make up for all the emotional damage you have done?
We never asked to be born. You, yourself said that you want us to give a better life than you had as a child, but it is all the same.
I hate how you somehow think that this mistreatment is well deserved.
You are the most emotionally immature and obnoxious person I have ever seen. Your habits, your mindset, your talks are exactly the things I want to do opposite of them.
I hate how you publicly mistreat us and make us feel so small. You are no less than your own father. We are not your enemies, it is the outside world who keeps taking everything relentlessly from you, and you keep doing that in the name of ‘good karma’
I hate how you mistreat me, mom, and my sister as if we are the cause of your drinking.
What’s the point of being so educated when you can’t even distinguish good from bad
You are only watering my hate. I have no respect left for you anymore